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November 30, 2004

there is a picture

I'm enjoying my sleepiness. It is increasing minute by minute. I'm drinking a cup of instant coffee. Its taste is mild. I'm dizzy and almost fell asleep.
I've been home today. But I think I had some crop today.
It is fine today. The sun light didn't warm up this place. That is one of the winter aspects. The peoples appearances are rare in this residential district. It is the last day of November. I let some snooze and wrapped myself by a piece of wool blanket. I'm seeing this.
A piece of picture sometimes changes my mind. Even if I'm at home, that is not concerned. That actually jumps into my eyes.

November 29, 2004

morning

I'm not so good at the straight sun beam especially in the morning. That makes my head vague. And it is dangerous to drive in such hours. If I'm in my room at home, I usually closed the curtain to shut down the beam. That dim situation might be good for my nerves.
I took a lunch. I think this is good time for my bed. I can spend some more minutes over here. Probably I have to take a bath tonight. Even if this winter has already begun, it is not so cold in the house. But I put on a piece of thick clothe. That is Japanese style one. I like that wear. If it become colder, I sleep with that clothe. Because it is not so cold, I only need wool blanket and futon.

November 28, 2004

too fine day

I am sleepy as usual. It is good for me to sleep in winter because it is warm under the blanket.
It is good afternoon. The sun seems shining. There is no sign to be raining soon. I am just in my room. It is too good to stay at home. But I think I should be here today.
I ate lunch rarely. I am almost full now. It is very good day today. I don't have to say anything at all.

November 27, 2004

just moving

It was just a day, certainly. But it was sort of special. I like this kind plain days. Probably, Japanese winter has already begun. But it isn't cold yet.
Because the oil price is high, I don't like to use stove so much. But I'll restore a stove on December.
I am already here. Probably, I don't have to see the real snow on this winter because it might be a warm winter over here.
Although I've stayed up all night, I'm not sleepy yet. Probably because something was interesting last night.

November 26, 2004

didn't

I almost fell asleep. While I'm in the falling, I got up. I noticed I had to do.
It is early in the morning. And anything special was changed in my room. But something is certainly changing here.
I saw a lot of technical pages on the Net, both in English and in Japanese. Some of them were interesting.
After that, I wrote something in Japanese. Of course, I'd like to sleep again.

Today, I was working with my machine in my room. Because I didn't go out, I didn't have anything real to describe. I'd rather like to draw the picture of my imagination. I wrote that to another page. I will add some sentences to that.

November 25, 2004

accumulation

I've noticed that I have to do nothing special. I may just do the daily matter.
I'm in my room. It is early morning, and it is fine. Usually, there are not so many rainy days in Japanese winter season. And, in my district, western part of Japan, the snow days are rare.

It is cold, but isn't so cold. I don't need a stove yet. I'm just using a piece of wool blanket.
Right now, I think I need a completely hot coffee. Even the instant one is ok. That might blow off something in me.

November 24, 2004

just writing something...,

It was much warmer in the house. Because I stayed up all night, I was hungry in the early morning. But I once went up to my room. I spent around an hour over there. I just drank a cup of hot water.
I was doing something with my machine. I spent another hour like such. And after the sun rose up completely, I went to the dining room. I ate two meat balls which were warmed by the microwave.
That was my breakfast. Because I can't sleep with starving I ate that. Then I returned to my room again. I saw some on the internet and read some articles.

November 23, 2004

changing to another,

I don't know what I am doing over here. Just time is passing.
It is a morning with a sort of winter view. A small garden of my house also has such. And my favorite place seems to have such view on the webcam.
I am just in my room. I saw the garden from a small window at the corridor on the second floor. The sun in the morning was so clear. I am also bathed with the light.
Because I have done some work all night, I can lie down to sleep soon after this blogging. I drank a cup of hot lemon water. I felt hungry. Probably, I need some food before going to bed. I can't sleep with starving.

November 22, 2004

Don't have a rest for the blog

Such title hit upon in my head. It seems easy but actually difficult. Becaue I'm lazy, I usually write this blog just before going to sleep. And, it became so colder these days that it is much harder.
I wrote e-mail just now and sent it. But a sort of errow happened. "What happen?" I thought. The error massages says:
This message cannot be sent because the address '###@###.com' does not exist. Please confirm the correct address.
"What is that?" I also thought.
When I sent a mail to this address last year, the other guy replied me. And the mailer made the capacity ten times.
I don't know why that account is closed. Did somebody do that?

Anyhow, I saved my written mail as a draft. I have no other inforemation of the person.

November 21, 2004

autumn air

A sort of tensed feeling has seemingly gone. I don't know whether that is correct, or not. I'm just in my room.
Today, I went to my favorite cafe, and a bookstore. Because of a Saturday night, there are a lot of customers.
There are some couple of foreigners, and some frequenters. I'm reading there with a cup of coffee. After a while, I go to the counter and got a cup of water, too.
I spent one more hour with four books to read. After that, I returned to the parking lot.

It is not colder on this night. On my way home, there were guys who sing a song with a guitar. It was also a usual view of the promenade. I walked there, listening to their song on the breeze.

November 20, 2004

I'm over here

there, there, there. There are a lot of such guys in the world. Even if I'm at home I can see such.
I'm just waiting for my time to pass. I'd like to go to the next month as early as possible. This months still has ten days.

I don't like cold days. I like hot coffee. Today, I couldn't go to cafe. Possibly, I need more conversation. It might be better to make sure of myself.
I took a bath tonight. It is two days in a low. While it is in the winter days, I have no idea what I am waiting for. It is probably because the next spring day is too far.
If I'm a runner, I cannot see the next pole on the road. I'm just running in the thick fog.

November 18, 2004

just in time

Probably, music makes me write this short essay. When a piece of music is surrounding me, I'm seemingly wrapped by a sort of very soft hood.
I'm drinking a cup of hot lemon water. But I turned my cup down now. But, because the table is inclined to the front, my machine is safe. It is one of the accidents which I am most afraid of. I've got a narrow escape.
Recently, every time when I wrote this, it is the time just before going to bed. I am actually using my bed as my chair. So I can lie on the bed whenever I like. But if I lied on it, I will soon fall asleep.
Because I changed the place of the poster of my favorite actree on the wall, I would like to return that to the original position. Whenever I go to sleep, I'd like to see her face even in the dark.

November 17, 2004

snow

I wrote something as my Japanese blog in Japanese. But I also know that doesn't have any contents. No matter how many lines I wrote, that doesn't have.

After that, I'm writing this article. My hands are going numb with cold. It is hard to type. I browsed several pages of live-cameras in the world. Most of them were dreary, different from my expectations. I had thought that northern European countries usually had much nice views. But it wasn't. The view was just dreary, bleak with much snow. A guy was walking on the snowy road. I can't walk on such frozen street for so long. The coldness would make me fall down on the street.

I closed the browser of such view. It was also cold in my room, but it is much better than on such street. I wrapped myself with a wool blanket. I waited for the next morning to come.

November 16, 2004

much colder, but

I'm using a piece of blanket skillfully. I'm a bit warmed up than a half an hour before.
Because of the oil price, I don't like to use the stove at least in November. I've eaten a bowl of noodle as this night food. I am not sleepy yet.

I think this winter will also have four months. I also have to overcome that.

November 15, 2004

let's go, tortoise!

it is too late for my sleep of the day. Even if it is already in the middle of October, it is already early in the morning. I don't like to see the sun rising. I'd like to get asleep before that.

I made two trackbacks to those strange sites. Am I a naive person who doesn't know any awful person, or am I a courageous man?
Anyhow, it is certain that such deed of me is sort of adventure.

By the way, I like the page of tortoise.

November 14, 2004

I may have to do something different,

but I don't think of that.
I'm just in my room, and make preparation for this winter. But that is just still in my mind. In this year, the price of oil may stay higher, and I didn't like to depend on the heater. I'd rather like to use blanket and thick clothes.
It is not so easy, probably for everybody, to overcome the winter season. The coldness will continue at least to the end of the next March. It has almost five months. That is quite long for me.
I have no good idea for that, and just stand that earnestly.

November 13, 2004

weather, coffee, and music

I'm listening to a sort of R&B music. Those might be changing something both around and inside me. I am just in my room. It is also a quiet night, and isn't so cold. According to the weather report, it will become much colder tomorrow. I should have to get into the bed for my sleep.
Today, I went to a stbacks coffee shop. I spent almost two hours over there for my reading. And I spent another hour at a bookstore near there. I rent two CDs over there.

Probably because my English and hearing skill, I can almost understand those R&B songs. And perhaps because of that, I spend some hours on those. My hours are going on just slowly and mellowly.

November 12, 2004

sort of rarefied

It is also just before my bedtime. Probably, the timing of my day makes much influence on my article.
I'm not an ordinary writer, but a blogger, that might be good, too.

Sometimes, I tried to write a short story. In the future, I may put those on my page. Because it is in the middle of the midnight, it is so quiet around my house. And it doesn't have a strong wind, either.

I've already closed the curtains. That isn't good because I usually close those just before I sleep. I'd like to make sure of the outside condition. I reached my hand and opened it a little.

I looked at the clock on my cellar phone. It indicated just three o'clock. That is casual.

November 11, 2004

late night

I'm in my room. It is still warmer in these days over here. It is still Autumn. I need to prepare for this winter. It might be much colder.
Today, I bought a book at the bookstore where I usually browse some books. The building also has CD shops and rental store. I like that integrated facility. I can spend even some hours over there. The only weak point is that there is no convenience store near there. So I usually bring some cookies. Because I spent a lot of time over there my bedtime is so late as now. It is quiet over here.

November 10, 2004

happening

Even if I'm sleepy, I've done a lot of job today. It's been a good day from total viewpoint. I've read some articles, too.
I'd like to get on casty. I like its guider girls. And the site also has a tortoise as a pet. It ates feet lively. I like to see the view.
Today, I felt the hour of the day was so short. I made some programs. I'll put on it on my page soon. Something might be happening somewhere.

November 8, 2004

little by little

I've read some books at a bookstore. It is ten minutes from my home. I like there because it is open till the midnight. The shop is big and has a various kind.

I had a lot of shrimps as this dinner. Those are the foods which they bought at the northern part of Kyoto. I didn't go there with them. Kyoto faces Japan sea and has a lot of sea food.

Today, I watched a baseball game between Japan selected team and Major leaguers. MLB team also has some Japanese players. They showed their plays. Most players seems to get more powerful bodies.
I supported Japanese team. When I went out the score was still tie.

November 7, 2004

it's enough!

It is just before falling asleep. I'm looking at something on the Net. I've eaten a sort of junk food. It is for my sleep because I can't sleep if I'm hungry.
It's almost three in the morning. It is dark outside as a mindnight. It might be an ordinary night. But I feel that my body was adjusting itself to the coming winter, gradually.
I'm just at home. I'd like to find a better time for this. But usaully, as a diary, I also write this just before bed. But I'm looking for ....

November 5, 2004

a night

I spent some hours at a cafe. I read some books over there. I felt very sleepy even with a cup of bitter one.
Some music was making me read those quietly. There are a lot of customers in the shop. Three girls were talking a lot to each other. They seemed to be planing their next travel. They were calculating foreign currency in the talk. Two guys just beside the table were talking by their hands. Because it was Friday night it was lively in it. I was there and rather felt sleepy very much probably by such atmosphere.

probably,

i'm being lucky. I don't know why. I've just come home from a sort of menacing outside world. When I'm home, especially when I'm in my room, I felt lucky after a day.
There are unknown guys increasing over here, too. The guys seems to be disquieting. Even if I'm in the bookstore in the late night, there are a bagger and a gangster inside the shop. I don't like to catch their ones.
I'm just at home now. But I'm feeling very lucky and relieved over here.

November 3, 2004

from a book

“There is no sound other than that, and the silentness was up to extremity. There is nothing in this garden. 'I've come to the place where there is no memory or nothing', he has thought.
It is quiet in the garden where it is lighted by the sunny light in the summer.”

I translate this from a book of Mishima. I don't know why I selected these sentences. But recently, I'd like to read his books again, probably because I can read those in Japanese. His sentences are actually beautiful.
He has something special and chose the way which he said a lot from himself.

November 2, 2004

exactly,

I've almost written what I'd like to say in Japanese. I have at least two Japanese blogs. After those, I came to this page and write something in English.
The world is too wide for me to understand. So, I don't get an idea easily, to write something for the people in the foreign countries. 'What kind of people are there?' Even if I went to some places in the world, those experiences were almost nothing. A various kind of people live in various places with various characters. 'Oh, my god.'
Even if the internet connected the people in the world to each other, this matter couldn't be solved easily.

I'm just drinking a cup of coffee, and thinking about something like that. It is light outside. It is fine in the morning over here. Some birds are singing around my house. All of the baseball games were over this year. But I'd like to find something in the winter.

November 1, 2004

it's time to go

While I'm traveling, both of the world series and the Japan series of baseball ended.
I'm at home, but I have a sort of different mind from before. The music is also alway just beside me now.
After a long sleep, I woke up in my bed. It was almost midnight. I had a breakfast then.
I'll take a bath soon. But now, I'm drinking coffee with empty mind.