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It is never easy for me to keep writing especially in English. Because I am a Japanese, European languages are usually too far. The word order is also different.
I am very sleepy now. It is also good time to go to bed, and I'm already sitting on the bed. Because I usually write this log just before bed, the contents became similar.
But I know that is worst if I skipped blogging. I have also seen the sentences 'because I was very busy I couldn't keep blog....'. Oh, yeah, how many times I encountered such.
So I don't like the visitors to my page to experience the same.
Well, contrary to that, I as well as many don't have exciting experience on the daily life. Possibly because I'm an ordinary person, my life is very simple. And rather I like such simple life, too. I want to find something in such daily matter.

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I know I have to write something in English, too. But as usual I have nothing to do that.
So I think about something to invent some sentences. Contrary to such preposition, I don't like to think that way.
I found a novel on my bookshelf a couple of days ago. That is one of the writer of booker prize. I bought that at the internet shop some years ago.
When I browsed that book I found some incredibly good sentences. I thought 'this is pretty nice!' The sentences lead to sort of simplicity. I like that. And I'd like to read again that book at this time for my writing.

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It is already early in the morning. I used up my time. I hoped that I'd like to go to sleep before dawn. But such time has already passed.
I took a bath. And after that I had a bowl of noodles. And I made a bottle of cocoa. Drinking it little by little I did some work in front of my machines.
I am just in my room. I sat on the bed. There is a character of rabbit in the design of the curtain just beside the bed. I am at home just because it is cold outside.
Recently, I began to write a different type stuff. It is novel. I'm writing that in Japanese. I should learn more about good English sentences if I write a novel in English. But soon I try to do that.

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I feel I'm already accustomed to that. I have climbed up the initial difficulty and the view in front of me is gradual slope. That might not make me exhausted.
I'm just walking on the road step by step. Of course, there are some problems, technical. That is subtle, and there are a lot of answer on the net. I'm walking with enjoying this mountain view.

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I spent much time. For what? I don't know. But it is certain that too much time has passed in front of me. I shouldn't do something with turning around to the opoonet. But I don't know what I do if it didn't do that to me.
But I think nobody knows it. Nowadays, it is very difficult possibly for a lot to decide what position his or her mind is. And there might be no way to fix its place.
If we live, everything around us, even including us, are moving. Because this planet is moving around the sun, and the solar system is also moving, and the galaxy is, too. And even this space is spreading by the tremendous speed.
Nothing is fixed. But most of us seeks a sort of stable life. What is the answer? Maybe, the virtual stability.

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I think I can find something interesting on the Net. Even if I walked on the busy street, I got some bad influence from the environment. Contrary to that, while I'm surfing on this area, I found a lot. Those names are blogs. There are a log of people who produces a good blogs. And they have sort of skills to write nice sentences. I think I even don't have to read newspaper articles. Even if most bloggers are armature, they seem to have a kind of free position in this virtual area.

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I know I have to write something in English.
Today, I was reading a novel "Flowers for Algernon" with video-chatting. This might be the second time of my reading of this book. I had read this one more than three years before, but I hadn't capture the story itself. On the other hand, I can read and enjoy this story from the first at this time.
While spending time with the net, a person on the video chatted with some persons on the bbs. It was also interesting, but I have to wait for around ten minutes for my comment to be read aloud by the talker.
I am in my room. Because it is almost seven o'clock, it became lighter. But I'd go to sleep soon. I stayed up all night and took a bath for more than seventy minutes. But I didn't have a rush of blood. The height of the hot water is below the position of my heart. That is one of the major subjects of the good bath taking. I may relaxed a lot by the way, even with my favorite music in bathroom.
I need to blush from now on.

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I rest for a couple of days to write this blog. I don't know why, but probably because I couldn't find any good seeds of tail.
I guzzled some cups of weak coffee with some slices of bread at this breakfast. Actually, I guzzled it by faster than the speed of making the coffee by maker.
That has a sort of effect to blow off the hazily stuff over my mind. By that way, I can spend good morning today.

"Hey, hey, hey, what's the mater, man?"
"I don't know. But I just...,"
"Just what?"
"Oh, yeah, yeah. By the way, is it tasty, man?"
"Is this? Oh yeah, of course. Try it."

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It is a deep night, or the end of night. But it is still dark around here. It is also the coldest time now. Just before the sun rising, I can't see even the sign.
I am in my room and ate a piece of cookie to get sleep. I can't sleep at all if I am hungry. The weak instant coffee is also nice for my sleep because its caffeine makes my nerves rest.
I also ate a piece of Japanese cookie. It is good. I am really sleepy now.

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I'd like to sleep as early as possible. It might be a good time to go to sleep at all. In these days I got up around noon, so I like to go to bed earlier and get up in the morning.
I spent some hours at my favorite cafe in the night. I am starving for the story. I enjoyed part of the book.
Probably I don't have anything to write. It might be custom to write something in English if I write something in Japanese. Possibly because English is the grammar sensitive language, I can reorganize my thought, idea in my mind by writing something in English.
My Japanese sentences are usually in disorder. I like such way of writing or style. But even thought I neglected the Japanese grammar, I know people can understand the range.
Anyhow, if I write this in English, I feel better again and return to the position.

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I noticed something already passed. It is this year. I am walking on the road of time as if in the air.
Have you remembered last year for a moment? It might be the assemble of some light fragments. I am just in my room. But that is not different from the thing.
If you go there, you can see other stuff. Most things will be moving as your walking. That might be sort of relative movement. But I can enjoy even that, especially when I walk, because the view seems to be changing with more complexity. And I can tune the way of change on the way.
Are you go there? When I went there ten years ago, I found something beautiful between the woods and the lights or maybe its design itself.

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A day, twenty-four hours has passed. I don't know that meaning, but I'm just feeling the end of a day. And I know that nobody has the infinite days. How many days do I have? I may know it. But I can't count it.

I walked on the road which has the far view in the night. The lights from the distant buildings might be better for my eyes.

I'm drinking a cup of hot cocoa. It is much tasty. I may sleep well. It is a bit warmer today. I need to take a bath tomorrow.

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One of the slow life is here. But I don't know what is "slow". I just depend on sort of tempo.
Recently, I wrote some direct sentences when I blogged to Japanese page. Before that, I just described my daily life. But I also would like to write my thought directly. And because my mother tongue is Japanese, that is the natural way.

Today I was just at home and did a lot of things in front of my computer. My printer was out of ink and I read a lot of articles. While that I also enjoyed the internet chat with real time video. That is nice. And I can know the news through the same browser. I also read a lot of related articles of the interesting topics. By that way, I saved my time. I did a lot today.

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It is much colder. According to the weather report, such days will continue for a couple of days. I am just waiting for this coldeness to be eased. If it is as cold as now, I cannot go out. I don't like to catch a cold.
I drank a cup of hot cocoa. It is much tasty and warm me up. In this winter, I need a lot of chocorate. Some sweet stuff will give me some physical energy. I remember that I also ate a lot of junk foods last winter.
　I just need a piece of stomach band.

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It is fine today although there is a huge cloud. I am also fine. I had a cup of coffee as a usual morning. It is Sunday today, and I should go out in the afternoon. Tomorrow is the national holiday.
Contrary to my expectation, I have a sort of fatigue. Probably I need some more sleep after this blogging.
Last night, the coldness woke me up in the night. I got up and turned on the oil stove. That was automatically turned off. Such cold night might be the first one in this season.
After that, I slept at all till nine o'clock. Then I went down stairs to have a breakfast with a piece of magazine and browing some newspaper articles. Because it is fine, I felt a bit better.

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Oh, it is Friday, isn't it? I noticed that right now. It may be good time to go out in the evening. I like to go to a cafe. Because I took a good nap, I can go in the late evening. In the morning, I was too sleepy. And this sound nap makes me revive.
I will have lunch from now on. Although I wavered in my mind whether or not writing this blog. But it is nice to get done it.
I can go out and probably the town had new year's view very much.

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It seems to be an ordinary winter night. It is not so cold.
I am in my room. Usually, I'm not good at writing something by the cellar phone, because I have to type this just by my thumb.

I am listening to the first album of Takashi. It's good for my waking tonight. I slept at all in the evening, so I will have dinner from now on.
Last night I took two slices of meat and I couldn't digest those easily. I had a heavy It seems to be an ordinary winter night. It is not so cold.
I am in my room. Usually, I'm not good at writing something by the cellar phone, because I have to type this just by my thumb.

I am listening to the first album of Takashi. It's good for my waking tonight. I slept at all in the evening, so I will have dinner from now on.
Last night I took two slices of meat and I couldn't digest those easily. I had a heavy stomachache. Now, I'm cured. I like to eat fish for some while.

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Although I have changed this version, its indication hasn't been changed. Do I have to change it manually?
It is three o'clock in the afternoon. The clock of my machine delayed around an hour before noon. I was ten minutes late for my lunch.
But I talked a lot during the lunch, probably because the new Years holidays ended. Even if I am just at home, I can enjoy such lunch time. I talked a lot about my sister.

It is much warmer. Mysteriously, the door of my room opened slowly. All of the windows are closed. I thought a sort of drafty came in. The wind might be strong.

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"Where am I going?"
"I don't know." I answered. I am just lighted by the morning sun. I think it will be warmer in the afternoon. But it is still cool.
I had a cup of coffee. I was looking for the place to go at that time. I found a place to go. There is a small, but my favorite cafe in front of the nearest train station.

Today, I'm a bit hungry because I got up too early at four o'clock in the morning. I don't know why I woke at such early time. But that is probably because I slept at all last night.
Fortunately, it is fine today and it is a better day to go out. It might be the first day of the year!

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The new year has also began. I don't know what year this will become. But I would just walk step by step.
It didn't rain today.
I am here in my room. I had a cup of coffee just a minute ago. Many customers has gone. I am not alone at least. I also have to begin my year. But firstly I'd like to sleep at all soon.
Right now, I am just on the zero point. I'm looking at the forward direction.

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