as deep as sea
I know a lot of foreigners come to see my site to read some English pages. I should renew those as much as possible. But I didn't do that, even this blog.
Because my native tongue is Japanese, my English always fronts the limit. I felt impatient.
I know that the better way is to keep writing something every day. Or I should read much more good sentences to acquire it. But I think there is a deep difference between Japanese and English language. Probably in English I can never write anything which I'd like to say in Japanese. So if I write something in English, that is always different from what I firstly get.
So no matter how hard I made effort, this skill is something like chess skill. Japanese board game "shogi" is very different from chess.
But I also know that when I got out of Japan even a step I have to communicate by such chess method. That is the deepest dilemma.