yodogawa

i feel weary at all. Japan has four seasons. I always have to fit myself to the change. It seems to be hard just to get over the term.
There is also a hint to do that. When I got up today, my site was down because of some technical problem. By that, I couldn't do my custom reading after waking up. After that, when I was going downstairs to have breakfast, I looked at the outside view from the small window at the corridor. Then I found a cute girl walking through in front of my house. I was anxious about who she was. Because the mind was too strong, I followed her by my car. She walked straight on the road in front of my house and walked down the stairs at the end of the road.
I parked my car near the place and ran to the stairs. I also ran down. I found her figure at the end of the corridor. I walked quietly, and she turned right at the first corner. I also waked around the place almost a minute later. She wasn't there yet. When I gave up and went home, a girl opened the front door of a house. That was her. Her wears were same as the girl, red shirt and blue jeans. I walked through the house without knowing anything.
That was the beginning of the day.

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i'm actually getting into another step. It was sort of different dimensional world. I seem to have to move myself more quickly.
Some of my friends on the web take considerably rests to recharge their energy, and I can't see their figure. That's certainly unfortunate of the days.
Even if it is still dark outside of the windows, I can feel the morning to come. Just a half hour ago, a bike was going around this residential district. I know that is the newspaper delivery.
The pattern of my life seems to rotate to original one. Namely, that is the one I get up early in the morning and go to sleep early in the night.
I'm just waiting for the next morning to come. As for me it is very nice that my favorite girl has renewed her blog in this morning. I saw her new figure and cheerly face by the photos on the page.
Contrary to the huge train accident, the days kept going on the various kind streams.
It is already daybreak.

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I just got up right now. It is just in the evening. What is the priority matter? That should be the rhythm of my life. But I did another thing.
I may need to read some books. I also need sort of concentration. By such way, my head got fatigue and required some sleep at all. I couldn't wait for another three or hour hours.
My favorite team seems to be wining. Because of my pattern of daily life, I missed seeing the game of Saturday and Sunday. The sleep is still the first priority of me.
But probably, I begin to change this little by little. I may stay up at least till the next noon.
Some hours, especially while in the morning, I may be bad at such hours. So I usually slept at all in the while. It is too difficult for me to pass those hours and wait for the noon to come.
But I'll try it, actually.

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it seems one of the good night. I had some irritated stuff in my mind, but it just kept on for around an hour. With drinking some green tea, my mind is coming back.
I am actually sleepy. I did some homework by the left short time. I spent some hours for perl today.
I also read a Japanese novel. The story, whose title is 'a blind beast' was. I could understand it all the more than the previous one 'spider man'.
Before I began to read the 'a blind beast', I rented a DVD. Its title was 'King of Minami -- the law of moneylender'. The movie had around ninety minutes.
I like that series of the movie 'King of Minami' because the locations are mostly my hometown 'Osaka' and most casts speak Osaka dialect.
The series is amazingly more than fifty titles. I have seen most of them.

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i don't know what day of the day it was.
I seemed to spend just silly time at the last night. Because the day is breaking now, I can getting the new mood. When I saw the light of the dawn, I noticed that the old day was also over.
A considerably strong wind blew around my house. That made sort of characteristic sound.
With sipping coffee, I can know I just go to bed anytime. I'm just looking forward to seeing the next baseball game.

Actually, I've finished a lot of work anyway. I went to the next city just to return some CDs to the shop. The night train had bad atmosphere. Just to escape from such, I spent around half an hour for my reading at the waiting room of the station. I read a novel of 'Edgawa Rampo'. I'm noticing recently the interesting aspect of the story. The famous cast 'Akechi Kogoro' appeared in it. I was able to enjoy trailing his way.
The night was quite a long, but has already gone.

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"What is the important thing?" I haven't have any good writing matter.
Contrary to the daily custom, I try to write this English blog before Japanese one. I look into myself and draw something I find in it.
I know it was the transitional period. I will go out today just to return some CDs to the rental shop at the terminal station.
Last week, I went to the Koshien stadium to see the baseball game between Tigers and Giants. When I went I noticed in the train that I didn't have any musical CDs in my bag. Although I had a CD player, I couldn't get to listen to any music.
I also noticed that I could use the rental CD card at any shop in this country.
Because I usually read books with some music, I couldn't read a book in the train, either. I just waited for the train to arrive at the station.
At the terminal station, I didn't know where the rental shop was. I went to the information center and asked to the female guide in the uniform.
"Where is the rental video store near here?"
The guide answered to me in a fast talk, "Go straight this way, and you will find a convenience store. Then turn right at the corner and go straight for awhile."
I couldn't memorize that at that moment. But I didn't like to ask again her, and said to her, "Thank you."
"You're welcome. Good luck," she didn't say such and just made some smile.
I walked anyway. I might have been to the convenience store. I walked to the place with remembering the way.

Because I couldn't find the store I had to talk to another guide of the station.

Anyhow, I found the signboard of the rental shop fortunately in the busy street. The place was small and might be different from her saying.
I got into the bill anyway. I walked to the narrow path in front of the shelf of jazz albums. Because I had my CD player, I could listen to some of those. Among them, "Paris Concert by Keith Jarrett" was better for my day. I also picked other two albums and brought to the counter. I rented those.
I also talked to the female shopper, "Where is the S convenience store near here?"
"There is no S continence store near here." she answered perfunctorily.

I walked anyway with listening to the music. It was better for me to see the view.

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i'm too sleepy to write this right now. I got up last evening, and I stayed up all night long. To kill my drowsiness, I drank some coffee in the bottle, I made it last evening.
It is difficult to wake me up by such coffee as losing its caffeine for long hours. 'Ah, I'd like to lie myself down on the bed as soon as possible.' But I know if I once lie down on my bed I slept at all immediately.
I've made my CD player louder temporarily. It seems to have something like a fixed effect. I'm listening to a Disc of Bach, piano pieces.
Anyhow, I will go to sleep after this writing. However, I seems to like such condition like this.

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I may be a little bit tired. But I know I just go to sleep soon. This is one of the end of the days.
I went to the library in the evening. But it was already closed because it was Sunday.

I seem to have much hay fever. My nose is running so much. I used a lot of tissu papars. My eyes also got a sort of influence of pollen. I don't know when this pollen flying is over.

I checked some pages about the pollen forecast. Japanese cedars and　cypress made much pollen fly around Osaka, too. I didn't have any good measure.

I'm just waiting for May to come. If the month changes, the environment like this also ends and get a new aspect.

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i'm a little bit hungry. At last, I didn't eat any night food. I usually had a bowl of instant noodle.

After awhile, I actually went downstairs and ate a bowl of noodle with an egg in it. That was actually tasty.
And I also made a cup of coffee, to calm my nerves down. I may need this because I got silence for some while. That didn't good for my mental health. I thought about something too seriously.
After having the night food, I went upstairs to my room. But I noticed another cup of coffee.

In the evening I rode on my bicycle and went to the public library. It wasn't open yet. I knew that it had the opening ceremony on the next day. I'd just like to look over it beforehand.
There was an old guard man alone in font of the library when I arrived at the place.
I said to him, riding on my bicycle, "What about this library?"
The man said to me, "well, this is still closing. Tomorrow, it will open finally. Today it still had a sort of construction works over here just a moment ago."
"Well, I see. Thank you." I said to him and turned my bike.

On my way home, I parked my bike at the parking lot of a shopping center and had a short rest. I drank coffee in my bringing bottle there.
Then I put my bike on my way home again. I looked at my cellar-phone to see the time. I thought it would take around twenty minutes or so. The up and down road was never easy. I just thought about my home on the way. That might cultivate my energy. I will go to the library tomorrow, too.

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it was a good day today. I found my camera at the bookstore. In the morning at nine forty-five, I called the bookstore. My heart beat so fast. Probably my camera is one of the most valuable staff among my staff.
The clerk said, "I didn't get that yet. But I call you back if you give me the number."
I said to her on the phone. "xxx-xxxx-xxxxx." And I said, "I put that camera with the bag under the chair in front of the elevator door of the second floor."
I was waiting for five minutes or so. My cellar phone rang suddenly. I answered that, "hello."
"This is the bookstore. Are you xxx?" The last clerk said.
"Yeah. I'm xxx." I said.
"I found your stuff. What time will you come to pick it up," The clerk said.
I was delighted certainly. I felt like having a narrow escape and I said. "Thank you. I'll go there at around one o'clock in the afternoon. Thank you again."
The clerk also said, "Thank you very much."

I went to see the cherry blossom with the camera in the afternoon. It was fine day.

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I'm just sleepy and I'm worried about something.
I have to know what is happening tomorrow.
Today, I went to the Koshien ballpark. The game is of Hanshin versus Kyojin. Because Hanshin was inferior, the guy next to my seat had gone at the end of six inning.
I had much time and thought that there was possibly reversal, so I was looking at the game till the end. But Hanshin didn't do the good offense.
At the bottom of the seventh inning, most audience flied the balloons. I also did that. The next guy gave me one of them.

There wasn't the expected effect. The Hanshin team didn't make any score till the end.
There was no song after the game. If the game ends as win of Hanshin, the fans in the stadium sing the song "Rokkooroshi".
I'm not happy because I couldn't hear the song. On my way home, I was captured by the huge crowd going to the station.

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To enjoy the time before my sleep, I need to write this blog before I feel sleepy. I noticed this after more than a hundred-sixty entries.
I ate a bowl of boiled rice with egg poured on it as this night food.
Because my house is far from any convenience stores, I don't have to go to buy night foods. That is better for my health and I can cut the unnecessary cost for some junk foods.
Contrary to such situation, I also think that I'd like to eat junk foods as much as possible once.
I think I have time till falling asleep.

Tonight, I saw a baseball game without sharing my time for reading. I thought I'd like to go to the favorite cafe after the game. But because my favorite team lost the game and it was already late at night, I couldn't go out. I was actually irritated.

It was rather more difficult to post a comment on the blog. For my blog, I can write my own idea solely. But I need to understand something to post a comment of somebody's blog.

It is rather colder tonight. But finally, I posted a comment onto the blog article of my favorite girl.

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It is a bit colder morning. Last night, I took a nap. But the nap seemed to be changed to the "real sleep", I got up in the morning.
The curtain was opened and I saw some strange dream. My sleep might be shallow.
It was a sort of good morning. My condition isn't good because of the hay fever. I'd like to do some reading right now. I'd like to have breakfast later.
I usually got up not only by the music but also by some reading. It is actually cold this morning, and I like to get caffeine soon. I'm also hungry, and I need some bread, too.
But I think there is a good order among those.

While thinking about such things, it might be a better morning, too.

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There is the limitless influence. My eyes, especially right one, has hey fever. That makes my driving difficult. I have to drive at so low speed as less than the limited one. Because it was in the midnight, there were not many cars running. And the effect wasn't big.
According to the weather report, such condition might be going on for some period.

I'm not sleep right now probably because of this nap in the afternoon. I was in my room and felt sleepy in the early afternoon.

Finally, after some computer work, I felt sleepy. It already passed three in the morning. The bike of newspaper delivery seems going around the residential district. I can recognize that as the sign of the new morning. And I'll sleep at all soon.

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Last night, I slept at all. And I'm doing the homework of the day after getting up. The temparature is a bit lower, and I sneezed some times.
I spend my time in my room. I still depend on the stove. I'll have a breakfast.
Because of the sort of the sound sleep, I lost much memory of the previous night.
　By the effect of my hay fever, my right eye has much itch. The spring season is acutally fine, but also has another aspect for the people of hay fever. It is too annoying, and evey gives rise to sort of headache.

I'll write the blog of the day tonight after the midnight. That is much better.

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I don't know what I am doing tonight. It took so long hours just to put s some photos and associate links.
It is already five in the early morning. I am just in my room, and I'd like to go to sleep just soon. It is a bit lighter outside. I can see that through the window.
Because I went out at night almost till the midnight, I missed taking a bath. And although I ate a half of banana, I'm still hungry right now. I'll eat another half soon.

At least I have to brush my teeth before sleep even if that is just tiresome.

Actually, I went to a coffee shop near the station at about eight-thirty o'clock. I spend around two hours there with a cup of coffee, reading some books.
And after that, I went to the park to see cherry blossoms. Mose were in bloom.
But soon, I came home. The park was so small.

I'd like to cure my symptoms of the pollen fever, to enjoy this spring.

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It is also colder tonight. I'm just preparing for my sleep. It is already two-thirty in the midnight. The condition of my eyes aren't good probably because of the pollen fever.
I bought a book at the bookstore. I used the coupon ticket and it just cost ninety yen. I bought one of the complete works.

It isn't actually easy to write something when I didn't have anything special. Probably because of the influence of the computer, a lot of things going through my head apt to lose its meaning. I'd rather like to accept such sense.
I took a nap in the afternoon. That has a good effect for me to take a day as a unit. I looked around my favorite pages on the Internet. I also put a message onto a blog.
It might be one of more important things to do.

While reading the blogs, I found that the girl read a book before her sleep. Or another girl, who is racing driver, also reads a lot of books.
Such are their internal aspects. But that is always more difficult than jus to see only their external ones. I'll put my comment on their articles.

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I am just sleepy tonight. Even if I took a nap in the afternoon, such condition is never changed.
I lost a lot of things. Because I skipped the previous log, my writing skill seemed to go backward. The log of one of my favorite girls seemed to be skipped for at least four days. I'd like to know her recent situation. On the schedule of a site, there is no her name.

Tonight, my favorite baseball team lost after the victory seemed certain. At the top of ninth inning, I got a sort of premature joy. But the other team got three points at the bottom of ninth.

I checked the next game. The game will be held at the Koshien stadium. That is the first game there of the year. I'm looking forward to seeing that.

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It is late night. When I noticed the time I was surprised. The anti-virus software informed me the time because I set it to begin at three o'clock every day.
It is not always good night tonight. I'm unsettled now because of sort of incident of this night.
Tonight, I went to a coffee shop of my favorite one. I'd like to do some reading as usual.
　While I'm coming home by my car, I encountered a police checkup. That was the checkup about the drunken driving.
The police said, "please breathe out toward this." That is kind of small machine like a microphone.
I did. There was no response. That was some as usual experiences.
But the police man said continuously, "Don't you really drink liquor?"
"Yeah, yeah. I never drink at all," I said.
"But you have a sort of smell." The cop said.
"Well, coffee, I drank much coffee tonight." I said.
The cop lighted my eyes by the flashlight and said to me.
"Your eyes are redden."
After a while, he continued, "Could you accept our checkup?"
"Sure," I said without thinking about it seriously.
"Please get out of your car, and come this way," said the cop.
I got out of the car and walked to the patrol car near there.
He brought some tools to check, and said to me.
"This is the balloon tool. You may often see this in the TV drama." And he continued. "Before this, please gurgle by this." The cop handed me a cup of water.
I gurgled my mouse carefully. And the cop handed the vinyl bag, then said. "Please blow up this by your breath.
I took the plunge and did that. The vinyl bag swelled out actually. The cop said, "Thank you and wait a moment."
He used a small bar to check the air in the bag.
"OK. No problem. It has no response." said he and showed me the bar.
"Do you have the drivers license?" The cop said.
And I said, "Of course." I checked up my wallet, but I couldn't find it easily.
"Is there?" the cop said.
"It is a big problem if I couldn't have." I said, searching in my purse. I pulled out a lot of cards and find it at last.
"I got it." I said and hand that to the cop.
The cop checked that minutely and said something. But I couldn't hear it by some unsettledness.
The cop gave me back that license.
"OK, that's it." the cop said. "Sorry for your inconvenience."
"Yep. I may need the experience at once." I said. "And I've got the good seed for the talking with my friends."
The cop smiled a little.
Another cop said, "I'll guide your car. Do you go this way?" And he gave me back the car key.
"Yeah," saying, I start the engine and start the car. Anyhow, I drove the national road.
While driving to the objective bookstore, I was thinking about the reason.
"You have smell.... Your eyes are so redden." I remembered the cop's word.
At that night, I have a larger size cup of coffee. And I thought, ' Probably because of the caffeine effect. The caffeine might have similar effect like alcohol. Too much caffeine might make a person feel dizzy like me.'
I drove the car on the same way as usual. But I couldn't remember the view on the way. I might be thinking about it a lot and too deeply.

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It is early in the morning. I just came home from the restaurant in my neighborer. I sometimes use the place as a reading place especially in the midnight. I was also able to enjoy the daybreak time.
Over there, I read four books. One is Japanese novel, and one is English novel. And one is a computer related book in Japanese, and the other is a computer related book in English. I usually spend around two hours.
I might be concentrating on the imaginary world of the novels. I certainly like such hours if I could get such condition well. It is actually fine time while I read the second book "Flowers for Algernon". With a cup of coffee, possibly by the effect of its caffeine, I was actually in the imaginary world of the novel then. At that time, I was flying from the real world and looking at the actual world from the world of imagination.
While reading, I thought that is reading between lines. Although it is pretty hard to return to the real world and fit myself to each aspect of it step by step, that is the recognition.

After reading a sort of quantity of the books, it already passed six o'clock. The breakfast menu time seemed to began. I ordered the toast menu because I thought its difference was just thrifty yen. But I forgot adding the midnight fee.
Any how, I ate those bread quickly because the traffic on the road in front of the place was increasing. I got out of there soon.

On the road, I'm not good at such hours in the early morning. The things makes those appearances while those disappears in the night. And I might have to deal with those each by each in my view.

I came home without much problem. And I'm accustomed to myself with my favorite music in my room.

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I got up anyway in the morning. Or rather I just got out of my bed to begin today. Later, I will have this breakfast. I usually eat two and half slices of bread and several cups of coffee. I need at least those to begin a day.
Usually I wrote this blog before the bedtime. But I'm doing that just after waking up, in place of reading.
I know I have to recognize my way of life especially after being swayed by the trend of times. Whenever I'm writing this, I have to see or even watch myself.

And that is never bad, or rather absolutely necessary to me. The while, the time makes me find my stream again. And I can recover my view even from the blind condition made by the too dazzling light.

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