yodogawa

I didn't know what I shall do. I think this might be here after a sort of long interval. I feel rather fresh with writing this English log.
When writing English, I don't have to do change the character, while I have to do that in Japanese from Hiragana to Kanji or Katakana.

I am absorbing something heavy gradually in these days. I spent several sleepless nights. To get a general sleep, I drank some cups liquor in this afternoon. By that way, I got around eight hours' sleep.

Because it already passes one o'clock in the morning, it is already Monday. But I don't think this is already Monday morning. I can see this completely quiet time two or three more hours.

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I seem to have a long interval before writing this article. There are some happenings around me.
I seem to need more shadow for my concentration. I pulled curtain a little.
Yesterday, the game of my favorite baseball team was rained out. The game was going to be held at Sendai, northern city of Japan, where some of my relatives lived.
I didn't think the game stopped because it was so fine at Osaka where I lived now.
So I spent my time with sort of hollow mind last night.

Today, it is cool although it is already eleven o'clock in the morning. But it seems to grow up to the twenty-seven degrees centigrade in the afternoon. It might be pretty hot for me. Especially my room faces the East.

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it is fine day. Even if the sun beam is so bright, the temperature doesn't go up so high. I like this kind weather of typical early summer days.

Because I have stayed up all night long, I will take a nap from now on. I saw too many graphical information on the Internet. It wasn't usually easy to organize my mind after absorbing too much information.
Writing something is the deed to reorganize my mind. Only by that way, I think we can output something.

I also need some sleep. I've heard that seeing the dream is also giving the brain and body reorganization.
I'll use the alarm to get up before the dinner. That is of my cellar phone.

While I'm writing this, I feel the concentration just to output something from inside of me. That's the way, feeling better.

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Before I wrote this, I noticed the number of entries came up to two-hundred. It reached the number quietly.
Although I'm anxious about what they are doing I should concentrate on writing this one at first. There are a lot of people writing nice blogs.
I may have a breakfast soon after this. Because I get a cup of coffee after a day interval, I'm looking forward.

Writing something just after waking up might be good, because I need sort of buffer every time. By the sleep of some length, the daily stuff might be lost in the mind. But if I don't have sort of stress, I should give higher priority to taking some sleep, just because I can sleep at all.

On the other hand, this style reduce my reading time a lot. I was usually reading some books just after getting up.

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it seems to be difficult for me to write this everyday. I think it is the best time to write this when I get up. However, while I'm writing, I usually feel hungry before the breakfast.
Recently, I don't seem to write this before my sleep. The sleepy condition might be more valuable.

Today, I also got to sleep about seven o'clock in the morning. And I woke up at three in the afternoon. Probably, if I keep this pattern, it's better to write this after getting up.
I think, if the pattern is changed to the normal one, I might write this before bed. It becomes sooner or later.

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It seems better for me to write something in English at first. It is like a deed to join the world community. And I think I can make my edge round before writing something in Japanese.
Because I live in Japan, I usually feel stress about Japanese society. It is actually plain.

I remember that I went to bed from this morning. I was just waiting for me to be sleepy at all.
In the midnight, I went to the restaurant for my reading. I can get cups of coffee as many as I like, and glasses of some juice, too.
I spent around two and a half hours there for five books. But I don't like to use more hours or even minutes there, just because I felt a sort of my limit.
At home, it was difficult that I killed my time effectively or even validly. I looked for some video archives on the Internet. And I found a book review video. A female caster made a interview to a writer at a sort of public hall. That was actually English program and had around an hour length.
I also found a video chatting site, somehow sexy. A lot of girls appeared to get the viewers into the expensive private mode. The public mode was free and I was seeing them with watching the book review video. And I also listened to the music by my computer.
Those three heavy, memory consuming programs made my machine very slow even stop temporarily.

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Amazing. I'm at home. I cannot be free from sort of excitement condition of my mind. I'd like to calm myself down to go to sleep.
I'm looking for the cause. I noticed that was because something was rarely going on successully. There was certainly few case in my life. Noticing the situation around me is. I'm actully running than walking, even if it was still on the slow pace. But it was acutually faster than the walking pace.
By that way, the view was changing differently. And that makes my physical and mental condition.

It is utterly lignt in the morning. I can feel that I'm a bit calmed down by this writing. And because I ate a piece of cokie, that makes it a bit better.

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I am in my room. I actually wrote some sort of critical article against Japanese show business.
No matter how much claim I made, that is just one. But I think that everything begin with the first step.

Of course, I have traveled abroad for a couple of times. The problem is that it seems difficult to see the outside of this society.
It is early in the morning. From now, I am going to my bed. By some excitement, I don't feel it easy to fall asleep.

Listening music, I am calming down my nerves. I ate a small can of tuna as my night food. I thought it was extravagant. And to write this blog, I made a cup of instant coffee. It was actually tasteless. But as my expectation, my sleepiness has temporarily gone.

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I don't know what meaning this blog has. But I may keep writing. A lot of noisy advertisement of truckbacks hit my site. Those guys also have to write something of their days.

When I wake up, my physical condition has been better. I'm glad.
Now, I'm just preparing for my getting up. It was actually fine morning. And the high pressure has much good influence on me. I'm actually in the much better condition than yesterday.

I got two holidays on Saturday and Sunday. Yesterday, I was in the very listless condition. It was so heavy. I felt dull even lying on the bed.

Turning around, my condition was better when I got up this morning. I will welcome good weekdays.

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I don't know what meaning this blog has. But I may keep writing. A lot of noisy advertisement of truckbacks hit my site. Those guys also have to write something of their days.

When I wake up, my physical condition has been better. I'm glad.
Now, I'm just preparing for my getting up. It was actually fine morning. And the high pressure has much good influence on me. I'm actually in the much better condition than yesterday.

I got two holidays on Saturday and Sunday. Yesterday, I was in the very listeless condition. It was so heavy. I felt dull even lying on the bed.

Turning around, my condition was better when I got up this morning. I will welcome good weekdays.

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After writing something daily, wonderfully my stress has been gone. I even got sort of drowsiness.
Because it is Sunday tomorrow, I'd like to make good use of the afternoon hours.

There is just a oblivion. While I don't know, the time passed. For my work, I just need three hours a day.

I don't know whether or not I can sleep from now, because I got up early in the afternoon today. I don't like to stay up all night today.
The weather is medium. It is fine tomorrow. I'd like to recover my daily life. Goring for a walk around the station is even also better. Recently I found a local station in my city. It is probably the nearest station from my home. Fantastic.

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Something was happening today. I woke up from the accident. I should like to have some coffee with my breakfast. But I missed that.
Because of that accident, I had to make some telephone calls from the morning.
I couldn't get up with normal condition. And I kept sort of unsafe, curious mind all day long.

At the end of one day, I feel such difficultly also seems to get to an end. I think I can make some preparation for tomorrow.

After sort of considerable interval, I set the alarm of my cellar phone. I usually use it as my alarm because I don't have any clock in my room. I usually check the time by this.

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it wasn't so easy to read several books in English because it was a foreign language.
At the restaurant where I dropped in at this night, I firstly read a Japanese novel with a cup of coffee. That was my ordinary introduction. I read a couple of short stories in a book.

When I was reading a computer related book in English, I got a maximum stress from the article. That was as tasteless as sawdust. I needed some cups of coffee to keep reading.
While such stressful time, I remembered a lot of bad things, especially of these days.
I had to battle with extreme stress. But I seemingly managed to read it for around two hours.
I noticed that I can go home then. I thought that was the last book in English about this kind.
I will abandon some except for one or two necessary ways.

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Even if I came back here, my condition dosen't seem to be nice. I had to stay up all night just because I couldn't sleep at all. Fortunately, I fell asleep when the morning completely come.
Probably something subtle was the cause of that. There might be subtle gap somewhere. I don't know what it was.
I actually saw a girl. She is a shopper at a coffee shop. I talked to her a little. In my life, it might be rare to talk actually to somebody. I usually use e-mail, chat, bbs, and so on.
But she was there in front of me. Or I might have a liking for her, a sort of secial.
I rode on my bycicle on my way home.

Anyhow, I'll take a breakfast from now. The deep coffee might play a key role to recover the gap.

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I think I'm writing almost same thing on my English blog. Probably, I write down almost all of what I want to say in Japanese blog.

In this afternoon, I organized and cleaned my room. It was difficult to distinguish my necessary stuff from various kind of pile. I spent most hours in the afternoon.
From the evening, I was able to see the baseball game program on TV for awhile. My favorite team, Hanshin Tigers, also won. A rookie pitcher of Hanshin, Nomi, won firstly by pitching the whole game.

I spent an hour or so at a coffee shop. But the cream of the pack might be old and damaged. I had loose bowels later.
I resumed the reading in my parked car. After awhile, I had a heavy stomachache. I had to get out of my car and walked fast to the bookstore again. I ran into the toilet.
I had to spend more than ten minutes there. I went back to the car with a little bit better mind. I spent around an hour for my reading. In the middle of the while, a suspicious car parked just beside my car. But I didn't looked at the way because I didn't like to see what they were doing in the car. To do that, I had to take a strange posture in the car.
After the car had gone, I got out of my car and ran to the bookstore again. I got a severe stomachache again. The cream of the small case might be too old. I should have to make sure of it at least by my nose.
After the toilet, I also spent around thirty minutes or so at the bench in the store.
I went home.

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i noticed it was just an ordinary morning. Even if I saw some strange dream, it was just a dream. I'm also getting up with listening to my favorite album "Melody night with you".
Little by little, I am recovering my original condition. When I woke up and walked to the windows to open the curtain, I was unsteady on my feet. I didn't have much confidence to get up ordinarily today at that time. But when I began to listen to that music, I immediately thought I could get up step by step on the each sound.

Yeah, of course, I know my best process for my morning. And I am actually walking on the way.

I read some article and it was interesting.

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I am actually too sleepy to keep writing my Japanese blog. I seem to have a lot to write down. Should I write it today anyway?
It seems better for me to depend of something like coffee for some while.

Actually, I went downstairs and got a cup of coffee and a piece of banana. Usually I can't drink coffee if I am hungry. And banana is also better for that.

By the effect of the caffeine, I can write something again. I think I've written main experience of the day.

Because I went to the Umeda area of Osaka, I described the various scenes passing through in front of me. Well, today is actually nicer day. It was interesting, too.

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It is just early in the morning. And it is cloudy at all. I have a plan to go out to buy something.
Because I spent a lot of time at home yesterday, I am impatient to go out. But because of the huge accident of a train, I am not willing to get on a train, either.

Last night, I slept at all. I just would like to take a nap, but I fell asleep. And it was already morning time when I woke up. I seem to have slept more than eight hours. I've missed taking a bath.

And, also, I feel sleepy again right now. I may be lack of some sleep. The past views are rotating in my head just as a stream of some images. Probably it was done by halves.

I let out some sneeze. The cause is vague. But there seems still a lot of pollen in the air.

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I am actually sleepy now. It seems to be good time to go to bed now. I don't know what I was doing today.
I went to the public library in the afternoon. That was newly opened. I like the place because it was quiet enough to concentrate on reading. It might be plain because it was certainly a library. But such environment of the public facility in my neighborer was rare.

I am sleep at all enough to fall asleep at any time. Today, my favorite baseball team "Hanshin Tigers" won after five successive defeats. Because I as well as any other fans was waiting for the win for long, the joy was so big as the length.
I was listening to the broadcasting of the game on the radio while driving to the library. Because the Tigers already had advantage, I was enjoining that one. The rhythmical trumpet sounds of supporters were also nice for my driving.
Tomorrow is the third day of the three successive holidays. I think Tigers win the next game too. And from the next week, the waiting power hitter, Hamanaka, will come to the games against the pacific league teams as a designated hitter. Anyhow, it is the good season.

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it seems the time to go to bed to sleep. I'm actually sleepy. Even if I took a nap in the afternoon, I have read a considerable pages of the task of books. Those consist of four books. Two of them are in Japanese and the other are in English.
I spent around two hours at the city library just before the dinner. I had dinner at all. There were two fishes of sardine. And I also ate some pieces of cut cucumber. Of course, the main food is rice.

Just after the dinner. I drove to the starbacks coffee shop at the next town because it was open till late. However, while driving, I didn't think that it was a good idea. It took a considerable time. That was why.
I found a coin parking lot and parked my car. I walked to the cafe in the cooler environment. When I arrived at the place, it was almost full of customers. But I was able to find an empty sofa at the corner. Soon after getting into the shop, I put my bag on the sofa to keep it.
I stood at the end of the line in front of the casher. There were four or five persons.
I just ordered a cup of hot coffee because it was cool enough.

After that, I was able to spend around two hours. It was certainly nice while.

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i seem to completely wake up at all. At first, I was going to get up just for this blogging. Actually, I used around half an hour to write my Japanese blog of the day. And for my collecting data, I surfed some pages on the Net. I noticed that several technologies were already improved. I thought that it was amazing and seemed to be difficult to catch up each one.
By such cause, I have likewise come to this English blog. I think I cannot establish myself just by the such high technology. I need this kind language skill, too.

Rather, I'd like to read more and more novels contrary to this situation. Lately, I began to read a series of novels of "Rampo Edogawa". I'd like to know much more the world of mystery.
By such way as this, I proceed myself like a heavy tank.

It is actually good morning. I don't know whether or not I have to go to bed again. I may go to the new library from the morning. I also know that I am lack of sleep.

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it is the first day of May. It also seems to be the beginning of the hot and wet days.
There were a lot of customers coming and going. Japan has a "golden week". There are our holidays from twenty-ninth of April and fifth of May. So a lot of companies make the days consecutive.
That may be good. But as for me that is not so concerned. Rather, the hot and wet condition gave me sort of bad condition.
Because I didn't keep this blog at these days of last year, I didn't have any referential article. However, I may be able to check the ones of the summer days. I seemed to write something to overcome the hot and wet days.

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