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Actually, it's never easy for me to write something on this blog for each day. I just managed to do that.
Actually, it's dawn. It had a sudden shower yesterday late morning. While my sleeping, that made me wake up for the moment. But it just kept on just for five minutes.
I slept again because I was done in heavily, by this summer heat.
Today, I might get out of that condition and try to limit my sleep by the alarm of cellar phone, probably till the noon.
i'm sleepy too much. But when I came back to my room, my mind changed a little. Probably there are a lot of things to be able to do over here.
There seems to be a lot of small insects in my room. And those bites my naked legs sometimes. So I take a look at some points on my legs when I feel some pains, but I can't find any one. It might be too small to find.
I got a cup of instant coffee right now. I may do several things from now before sleep. Even if I was falling asleep when I was at the living room, my energy is coming back for this moment.
I may get diarrhea from the heavy stomachache. The grape might be the cause because that was too cold.
Anyhow after this, I can sleep at all. It is one of my pleasure or the console.
Yeah, actually, this is the tropica night.
I might did the upgrading. I spent just fifteen minutes or so. I remembered that the version indication would change after the new posting.
On the other hand, I missed a new post by some error of my maiden. But I will write this to the end of this textbox because that is only one of my favorite custom.
I'm actually looking for the time to sleep. I should put the remote controller of air conditioning machine. Actually, I used a lot of time to find that small one.
I also use my electric fan in my room. It was very old one, around fifteen years. But it is still having its function. Using both is rather saving the cost.
Although I 'm hungry, I don't have good appetite. I just drank some water from the bottle. I need some thinking to have luch or just to sleep well.
Basically, I don't know what I am doing.
I know rather I should put some messages on this blog, too.
Contrary to your expectation, I don't always think of something to write easily. I just work out several sentences every day.
It is already early in the morning. I actually spent my valuable time for some way.
It seems to be a good day today. I may use my time with sort of balance. I found a shortcut way. But I need at least two and a half hours to go there by a round-trip.
Including those time, I already spent a whole day.
I think what's the matter with you, all the persons who read this blog.
I may be at home even if I'm in the corner.
It becomes lighter and lighter in the morning. I'd like to go to bed soon because I like the time before sleep. I usually spend those time, lying on the bed, looking at some favorite pages on the net.
I bought a cup of bitter coffee at starbucks in the night. I brought my tumbler and got the coffee in it.
I sipped the coffee now for pulling myself together. The caffeine might be active in me. I like it. I think I can think about something more gently to that extent.
Rather, I get out of my bed and sat in front of this laptop. I may want to do this. It already passed the midnight. I thought, 'if i do that, i do that on the new day.' And I wasn't so sleepy then.
Today, I rode on my bicycle. I went on the night road to that station. I'd like to go to the cafe to have time for reading. There were some regular visitors. Most of them were also reading.
I got a cup of coffee and brought it to the empty table. I didn't think consciously that was so effective. Actually, I may did some reading with three books in the bag.
Before coming to the shop, I knew that I have just an hour till the closing time.
When I went home, I dropped in at a convenience store. I bought some of less than a hundred yen. Those total was also less than that. I was just going home, although it had a long steep.
when i got up, I noticed that I finally got some sleep. I spent more than fifty hours without sleep. It was one of the huge fear.
Actually, I got a breakfast after two days interval. That was delicious just because it was.
It is already in the afternoon. But it is a nice morning for me. Rather I'd like to take a bath. Actually, I washed the bathtub.
Yeah, I know that I can count the time passing on just with listening to my favorite music. I may be walking up the stairs step by step. I know I have to move my legs for each step. I usu my ears. I usu the sense of hearing onto the music and follow the each sound of making its melody.
I need a cup of water as soon as possible. I've got a very half sleep and have to get up to bring some packs.
From now on, I may get a kind of breakfast. It is almost a lunch. I might also get so irregular sleep. I have to decide whether I go there by car or by train because driving seems to be difficult on my condition like this.
Might be a good morning. I have a little toothache. I got a bottle of cold water from the refrigerator. It's better for me to wake up with some cold water especially in the summer time.
I'd like to go to sleep again because I was lack of it. I drove my car for around four hours last night. That made me exhausted.
The caffeine of coffee works too much inside me. I am in the another condition.
I may sleep as soon as possible.
But I am bit hungry to get sleep. There might be a piece of banana on the table in the kitchen. That might be the better choice at this time for me. It takes some time to make a bowl of noodle.
Because I was too hungry, I went downstairs. Contrary to my expectation, there was no bananas on the table. In place of that, I found a small piece of instant noodle. I put that into a cup and poured the hot water. I ate it. But I was still hungry and opened the refrigerator. I found beacon. I took a slice of it and ate it, too.
I returned to my room. I think I can sleep at all at this time. Because after eating, I feel hotter and turned on the electric fan.
I don't like to write something in English, actually. Why isn't it enough to do that in Japanese? That should be enough.
I may go to sleep soon. And this is almost my custom every before bedtime. Firstly, it is to calm me down.
Of course, I think about something in Japanese because I'm a Japanese. And it is one of the joy to express or pull out what I was thinking in the writing.
I noticed that is the oldest manual work. Nobody can do that automatically, and has such gadget.
I'd like to go to sleep finally. The coffee left in the cup has much effect to paralyze my nerves.
it seems take a long long time. I may just spend my time with hollow mind until then. I don't know why that incident happened.
Sleepy. I drank a cup of coffee before my bedtime.
It might be too much. I don't know what quantity is the best.
It is just the new dawn. And that is one of my most favorite time in a day. Actually, the birds are singing just out of windows as if they are reporting that the new morning is also coming here.
Actually, I'm encountering something new or unknown for me.
I may have another physical condition. But that is never bad.
Once again, the birds began to sing louder. It is enough for me only to be listening their nice vocal.
The effect of caffeine might be in the peak. It may be time to go to sleep. Once and for all.
I don know what am I doing.
I think I don't have much time.
Probably, something has different quality.
At least, I may have to understand what is happening around me. But I may I can't.
I'm just looking at those happenings.
To join the game is also difficult. I can view the baseball batter. But I don't think I can swing the bat as I want.
I don't know what is the philosopher.
I write what I've thought about because I usually lost those in a few days.
I returned to my J-blog and wrote what I thought of right now. Interestingly, while I'm writing something in English, I may encounter something lost of what I was thinking in daytime.
It is a little bit nice. And it might be one of the effect between these two languages.
I don't have a great condition. I spent my day almost at home. It was difficult for me just to stay up in the daytime. I did in by the first summer heat. I don't have much countermeasure. I'm eating meat little by little. I may make the quantity increase day bay day.
I'm writing this with a cup of coffee. Usually, it supported my writing g especially in the late night. The instant one is enough.
My condition is much better than just thirty minutes ago. The temporal effect of the caffeine works much inside me. I may be able to write this to sort of quantity.
I may sleep soon after this. It was always like this. I was usually staggering with writing something. And I think I finally went across the line.
It was a very long day. I went to Umeda district today. Because the next day Sunday was the father's day in Japan, I went to buy some gift for my father. It was very difficult to choose good item.
I went to yodovashi electrical apparatus shop. It was a huge shop in front of the Osaka Station.
Basically, I'd like to buy a camera and a portable radio. I'd like to use the camera with him. But the portable radio was a gift for him.
Because of my budget, I was unable to buy so expensive one. But the efficiency was also important for my choice.
I found a less expensive one. If I asked the shopper, the guy said that was because of the buttery performance. The camera used the ordinary dry cells.
Once I got out of the shop and went to the cafe near there. I thought about that with a glass of ice coffee, reading something.
I looked at the cellar phone for the time being. It already passed six. I knew I had to go and had to decide it.
Finally, I bought the camera. And by the point made by the camera, I bought a portable radio and some dry batteries.
After finishing the shopping, I thought I did something difficult works. I'd like to rest somewhere. I went to the marubiru building to go to my favorite cafe. It was open till the midnight.
As usual, I read some books with coffee.
When I noticed, it was already ten-thirty. I thought I could go home then.
It is just after midnight. I may go to sleep soon.
Today, I wrote a lot, a lot in Japanese what I wanted to say.
Tonight, when I was at a cafe a foreign guy looked at me seriously, My eyes meet his eyes a couple of times. I didn't like such situation and turned mine from his, because I didn't think he knew that usually made a serious happening especially at Osaka.
But fortunately, contrary to that, the guy left the shop and I got the time to concentrate upon my reading.
Actually, I also have something to worry about. That is too private to write here. I hope good luck.
I may have to write something a little bit more seriously. I noticed that by several sentences on the Web.
By reading a Chinese book, I might notice that. That was a triangle.
The victory gave me a sort of pose, because I could concentrate on the games itself.
Soccer and baseball. Both were important at the night. I was just in front of the TV. My favorite baseball team was Hanshin Tigers. That lead till the top of the eighth inning.
At the same time, the Japanese national team of soccer was playing the severe game at Thailand.
I was changing the channel timely.
As the result, both team won. More than that, I was able to concentrate on the games and got a sort of time free from the recent worry.
I was also able to soak myself in the aftereffect for awhile.
I'm just in my room. It is actually a simple morning. I may sleep well. And I go to sleep soon again after this.
I seem to have time till seven. Because I drank some water from the pet bottle, I could get out of thirsty condition temporarily. I can organize my head after this writing and by thinking about these days. And I need to do this.
I went to the libarary and returned some books. I also borrowed a few books, too. The library closed as seven. And I went up the next building to the seventh floor. I looked around the place from there through the wide window. The sky was clear and ....
I went down without much sentiment.
I spent all day time at a sightseeing spot. I had to do that from early morning to evening.
Firstly, I went to the famous temple. I spent around three hours there. It had an exhibition hall, too. Some historical stone statues were.
After I got out of the hall, I walked on the cobbled path. That sounded much. The site wasn't so wide and I went around easily. And it was the day of town festival, there were so many street stalls at the both sides. Of course, the road was closed to traffic.
Because the place was also famous historic spot, there were too many visitors. Rather, I looked for the place to spend time slowly. I dropped in at a doughnut shop for the time being after the long interval. I bought two doughnuts and a cup of coffee. The sun light was so strong that I felt exhausted while walking on the street. At the moment when I sat on the chair at the shop, I felt having rest. And the waitress might smile me. Her countenance was impressive at that time of my condition. I can spent more time there with another cup of coffee. She brought it to my table.
it might be a good morning. I am still sleepy. I woke up at three. After this blogging, I may sleep again.
I'm not hungry now. I went to the toilet. I drank a glass of water in the dinning room.
It is cool, actually. I know that it might become hot in the afternoon. I'm growing.
A lot of birds were flying till an hour ago, but most stopped at all now.
I may sleep again till six. Even if it was light enough, I may need that anyhow.
Something is wrong. I'm thirsty at all in the midnight. I'm looking for a clue to solve this situation.
Even if the time of sun rising is earlier, it is still completely dark outside before three. I am waiting for the daybreak to come. I pulled the curtain more, but it isn't changed.
I may have breakfast soon at three.
After fifteen minutes or so, I've woken up. While looking at this monitor, I think it is plain to be dark outside at three.
It is actually quiet. I'd like to go to toilet.
I went downstairs to get the toilet, not to woke up my father in the next room.
I think it didn't make big sound wile walking on the corridor and the stairs.
But after coming back to my room, I felt clear and feel sleepy again.
I think this is almost duty of my life. It is always with some difficulty to write something both in my native tongue Japanese and English.
First of all, to find something to write is never easy. Secondly, it is also hard to make just a sentence.
I'm not a person of aphasia.
According to the weather forecast, it is going to rain in the afternoon. Actually, it is already cloudy. The sky has thick cloud, too.
Oh, yeah, I think of a phrase.
Writing is grapple.
it is not better, but it's time to write something. Apart from the daily condition, I can see something by a sort of straight way.
it is a bit cooler in the night. When I woke up, I sweat very much. I opened the wind a little, and the cool better air was coming into my room quietly. I feel better, too.
It might be nice to set the timer shorter. I may need just around twenty-five minutes. Forty-five minutes was long.
Actually, I slept for around five hours. It isn't seemingly enough. After this, I'll get another soon.