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July 30, 2005

late in the morning

it' time to get up in the morning. I slept at all for around twelve hours. It was actually two days' sleep.
I saw some dream. Some of my old friends appeared in my dream. But that didn't have so much depth. I just remember some scenes. They didn't know each other.
I was seemingly in the life that I could make instant noodle.
I don't know why I and my blog was the center of our talk. According to their talk, my articles were highly philosophical. But I didn't remember the talk itself.

When I got up, I was just in the morning. It was certainly daily and usual one. Even the morning light was seemingly misted.

July 27, 2005

hot or cool

it might be nice. I am in my room. I cooled my room down by the cooler air. I can be in the condition of less than twenty-five degree in Cerucius. I'm in long sleeve shirt and a pair of long pants. And I slept, covered by the thin futon. It might be changing.
It is a bit difficult to go out of my room, because I know it was the hot summer day ouside my room. Anyhow, I have to have a breakfast soon.

July 26, 2005

till the next morning

I went to the hamburger shop in the night, just to buy three hamburgers. I bought it by the drive-through and drove back home soon.
In my room, I ate those three hamburgers in a low without a rest. I might need much calorie for the daily life. Even junk food was a way for just getting calorie for a moment.
I lied down on the bed just after eating. I thought I was able to sleep sooner. On the way, I woke up by the sound of my laptop machine. I managed to push a button and waited for it to turn off. I slept again after that. At that time, I didn't wake up till the next morning.

July 25, 2005

an chair

I feel I may be able to sleep at all. But I sitll has something in my mind. I didn't know that it was the day of Tenjin summer festival. That was why.
When I went to Kyobashi area at Osaka district, there were a lot of girls in yukata. Then, I felt a sort of small festival was held near there.
I just walked fast to the building where a starback shop was. That would close at eleven p.m.. I had some books to read over there.
When I got to the shop, there seemed to be no empty seat. But in front of the window there was a chair just having a bag on it.
I said to the right girl, "Is this chair empty?"
She siad to me, "Yeah, that's right."

July 24, 2005

a rubber glove

I lost what I had written on the previous day. I didn't do the saving of the draft mode and closed the browser, and it had gone.
I'm listening to the music while I'm getting up. The sound of piano makes my nerves calm and calm.

Today, I also wrote my blog of Japanese version. I might be able to write mostly what I wanted to say at the moment. And I seemed to wake up finally. Now, I'm rather in the sound condition. When I woke up at first, I was in the strange condition because of the dream. The dream was rather clear than others. So I just sketched that for my blog. It was a bit interesting deed.
I posted it as the title of 'rubber glove'.

July 22, 2005

car life

I seemed to have written the description of the cause of my stress of the day. It's like the deed to spew up.

On the night road, I was looking for the place to hide myself. Because I had to have enough light to read some books in the car, the place was actually limited.
I drove at all in the middle of the residential district, but failed to find the better place. After all, I went to the parking lot of the rental video store. That had bright light stand there.
I might spend less than thirty minutes. I couldn't concentrate myself on the contents of the books, possibly because of the condition after the cafe. There was annoying old guys just beside my chair. And one of the women had a thick voice. That was still left in my head.
I started my car again, and looked for another place. There was a golf practice range, just near the rental shop. Its parking lot also had some nice lights. I entered there. The lot of grade separation had much complexity of their shape. I parked in the garage. That had bright light.
While I'm reading, I didn't get out of my car at all, even a step. I turned on the engine for the air conditioning machine. It was too hot and I couldn't open the windows not for the mosquitoes to enter the car.
I might spent another hour or so there. There was no water and I was too thirsty, and I decided to go home.

July 21, 2005

in the night

it's so cool when I woke up. The temparature set on the cooler was 25 centigrade. Because I was covered by futon, I was OK.

Last night, I went out for walk at the river bed of Yodogawa. There was a running course. And some were walking. No mosquito seemed to be there. And I was able to walk anyway.
Actually, I went there by car. It was a bit far from the nearest station.
Because it was dark, I didn't walk a lot. I just walked on the road near the apartment building. I don't have to find a parking lot. The place was relatively new and wasn't the place familiar to a lot.

It was certainly hotter night. But I didn't mind it so much.

July 20, 2005

upto the mouthful beverage

it's not always easy to expand my daily story. I may be actually at home. I was watching a baseball game in the living room. It was getting into the extra inning. I was minding the time because I would like to go out in the night. Because it had the atmosphere of the draw game, I turned off the monitor. I made some preparation for going out. I changed clothes and shaved myself, and put on the contact lenses.
It took around fifteen minutes.

In the car, firstly I tuned the radio. Actually, I was driving, so it was sort of dangerous deed. I passed through the residential street, and got out to the wider one.
At that time, I didn't decide the route to go to the objective place. But I naturally chose the shorter way.
While driving on the national road one, the baseball game seemed to be in the last inning. The reliever had very fast ball. I actually minded the speed rather than the game itself.
The speed of the ball finally passed a hundred miles per hour. Amazing. I was surprised in my car. Resisting to the temptation to go home, I drove my car just to the way.

Because I didn't like to lose my way, I went to the known road. It wasn't the shortest cut.
I got out to the road continuing to the one along the river. Because the closing time of the cafe was coming near, I stepped on the accelerator deeply.

On the way paralleled by the railroad, a car was parked. The road didn't have a wide shoulder. Although the way had two lanes, I pressed the brake and lose the speed. I just passed the car. It seemed a taxi. A guy urinated by the roadside, seemingly a driver?
Anyhow, I came to the turning point. The large truck passed and I turned into the path. There was a shopping district around the train station.
I went to the parking lot. After ten o'clock in the night, it cost just one hundred yen per hour. I had to go through the dubious amusing shops.

After parking, I walked in the old residential street. When I went out to the wider road, I noticed that I took a roundabout way. At that time, I walked faster and ran with short steps.

When I reached the coffee shop finally, I sweat a lot and felt the colder air much finely.
I put my bag on a empty table, I went to the counter. A shopper, a bit older guy, said to me, "Hi, may I help you?"
I ordered a small bottle of maccha Frappuccino. Because I used my tumbler, the cost was discounted by twenty yen. After that, once I returned to my table.
I took a book from my bag and open it on the table. It was sort of detective story. I might be able to concentrate my mind on the contents. Because it was the reading since the morning, that was coming into my self like water.
After awhile, the shopper called. I went to the place under the red lamp. I took the drink in my tumbler from the shopper. I took a piece of plastic spoon and straw and paper and returned to my table again.
I sipped that beverage from straw and the taste widen in my mouth immediately.

July 19, 2005

to change or not to change

The pattern of my daily life seems to be changing. Recently, I gave a priority to the sleep in the night. And I do some work just after getting up rather than before sleep.

It is in the high summer and a lot of cicadas make sounds, like a chorus.

I'll take a breakfast soon.

July 18, 2005

what a day is today

I just woke up by the caws of crows. It happened just outside of the window of my room. My bed was actually just beside the window. I might be lack of sleep yet, and was in the middle of some dream.
I tried to sleep again. But I seemed to wake up almost at all. I put aside some paper stuff makin sounds by the wind of the fan. It worked all night long and gave me some comfortable wind.

It's just before midnight. I forgot posting this one all day long. It was a hotter day. I just put on t-shirt and a short pants. I may go to sleep soon. I just battled with my machine today, too.

July 17, 2005

morning coffee

I have just got up. Several dreams also came through my head. When I woke up, I began looking for what was real.
Always, something is beside me before breakfast. I may need several cups of coffee at the breakfast. It might pull me up from sort of gloomy condition.
Probably, I also need some minced meat. I usually eat that for my energy. Actually, I loafed cooking a plate of minced meat. I just added some sugar and soy source, grilling it.
Today, I might eat it, possibly in the morning. But rather, at first, I have a daily breakfast.

July 15, 2005

what's the bigining

I'm writing something in English from morning.
A lot of crows seems to come to the tin roof and made big sound from early morning. That made me wake up. But I knew that it was still around five o'clock and I tried to sleep again.
Even if it was so hot, I slept at all. I saw some strange dream, but I forgot it.

If I give the priority to getting up in the morning, I do front-load of everything. I may be unable to be lazy in daytime if it was a hotter day.
I'll take the breakfast soon. Anyhow, that's the beginning of the day.

July 14, 2005

morning light

I'd like to do something after getting up. If I did that before bed, the time when I fell asleep is going to be in the midnight. Recently, I need to get up early in the morning.
In the morning, I am usually hungry. I need a big breakfast. Today, I'm also so hugry that I'd like to go downstairs as soon as possible.
I might get sleep for around seven hours. My machine was working and making sounds. I might miss setting the timer.

Because it is in the summer time in my city, it is also good to get up early in the morning. It is also enough light at five o'clock.

July 12, 2005

future mode

Before sleep, it's good to see the video guidance. There are some cute girls to do their work as a guide of hikariso. Its realtime view is also nice. But the video I recorded has another aspect. I can see the program from another viewpoint. I may sleep at all while seeing it.

It might be a good morning. I can have a long time for today. I'll go to the library in the morning or in the afternoon. It has the long time interval. I'm looking forward to seeing the people there. Or rather, the place itself is cool. I can spend a considerably long time over there.

Even if it becomes a hotter day, I don't mind it.

July 10, 2005

just before the midnight

Spending a day, each day seems to be a panorama of dream. I've actually gone through the four-dimensional space. The fourth axis is time.
I ran through it.

Each day might be similar, but has some difference. I noticed that was because the earth rotates.

I went to the toilet. I didn't get so serious diarrhea. I spent around ten minutes there.

Actually, it passed the midnight. It's cool enough to fallen asleep immediately.

July 9, 2005

sleep mode

I'm just getting up from several nightmares. That was actually very strange dream. The wet and hot condition of my room made me in such.
"What dream it was?" I said and followed each part of it and tried to write down in Japanese.
I might be hungry. Do I need so much sleep? Actually, I'm lack of sleep for a couple of days. Probably I had just ten hours for this three days. Even if I fell asleep, I woke up after two or three hours.

I worried about the result of the baseball game of Tigers. I checked it and the team won. I'm happy with knowing it. I'm glad. Probably, I can welcome a new morning.

By that way, I felt that even such shallow sleep was better. I know I can do a lot under such condition of insufficient sleep.

July 8, 2005

day by day

I'm too sleepy to stay up any more.
Fortunately, it is a cool night. I may go to sleep any time soon.
Actually, I stayed up for around thirty hours. It was too heavy for me. I will do something greater tomorrow.
The rainy season might be going on for some while. I'd like to be fine for the while.

Walking on the street, I'm thinking about something. A lot of thought came across my heard and my heart. Because that was the road where I usually walked, I can see something inside me.

Somebody or a singer said, "Tomorrow will never die." And such phrase is my supporter. The sun will rise again.

July 6, 2005

oh, afternoon

I think I have wrote so much about what I'd like to say.
That might be enough. Now, I like to make my words move horizontally or on the level. That is the way of making the dimension.
It is just a day, early in the morning. It is a bit cool because it is almost raining.
Just to wake up, I made much coffee by the maker. That's from the beans. In the near future, I'd like to roast the beans from the raw condition.

After three hours or so, I came awake completely.

It already passed twelve. It is just afternoon. Because it is cloudy I can have time of easy living. I am in my room. There are a lot of books scattered on the floor.
I have a itchy place on the foot finger. I keep scratching it.

Drawing the curtain, I control the quantity of the light. I like the half dark condition.

I concentrate my ears on the listening to the music. Because it is the time in the afternoon, it becomes hotter.

July 4, 2005

rain, cooling down

I slept at all. I took it more than eight hours. It was actually sound sleep. Once the alarm woke me up at three-thirty, but I turned off that immediately. I might see some dream but don't remember it.
It is much cooler because it is raining. I like rain to make everything cool.

It is not strange to have a breakfast from now. It is Monday today. And my favorite baseball team doesn't have a game. I may go out tonight at around seven.
Because it is raining now on, I'll go there by car.

July 1, 2005

aftenoon, much cooler

I have time till the lunch. Today, it is the priority to stay up all day long. I'd like to change my time to normal one. For a couple of days, I stayed up all night and slept at the daytime.
There might be a lot of things to do. And I don't know what should I do firstly.
I got some picky heats on my right ear, probably because of the sweat. I applied oniment on it with a piece of cotton stick.
While writing this, I feel sleepy enough to fallen asleep. Shuld I take a nap for a couple of hours? It is going to the real sleep. What is the better way to stay up? I'm just listening to my favorite music.