emotion
I decided a sort of idea. This year has just a month. I will spend it day by day. I don't seems to have to hurry up. I can just go step by step.
I also seems to be able to have spent a day. Today, I drank a smallest can of beer with a pack of potato chips. That was never bad. I could take a nap after that for awhile. But after that, I don't remember what I did.
After some talks on the phone, I went downstairs. I made a cup of hot milk. I warmed it up for three and half minutes by the microwave. It was enough. I went upstairs, too. It just passed four o'clock in the early morning. I thought I could write my weblog. The talk might give me a sort of power. Today, I wrote firstly the Japanese article. Because it is my mother tongue, and it is better for me to express my emotion. My emotion, actually, flew out of myself through my both hands, ten fingers, typed.
That was actually slow stream. Recently, I can read my article just after writing. Anyhow, I just reflect my emotion without dramatizing.