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December 30, 2005

yes, it's already in the 21st century

It is going to be the final day of the year. But it didn't have much atmosphere as such. I may rather be in the free will. Something is going on, and something is still there. My website is also still being. Yeah, I have a sort of strong feelings about a lot of people coming to see my site this year. It might be the first impression of my life.

Basically I think the color of the 21st century has become deeper at this year. While this five years, 20th something has gone and gone.

As for me, I was and am going day by day and step by step. And I'm here if I noticed.

Right now, I actually find the phrase. I resorted to my last trick in this month. But it's funny contrary to my expectation. I membered something like talking.

All of that deeply depend on the products of 21st century. Thanks a lot.

December 29, 2005

turning the corner

To change my mind, I write this at first. I shouldn't skip blog today. I know I'm going to bed soon.
Today, I began net-radio experimentally. It took long to tune the setting of some softwares. But I've done that successfully. I tried to speak and talk something. Even if it is difficult at first, I'll keep doing that probably daily. It's also fun.
And that way probably affects my writing style, too. I may skip taking a bath tonight because of the irregular pattern of life at the end of the year.
I became a helper of cleaning the windows of my house today. I cleaned three big windows of the living room at the first floor. Fortunately, the sun light was coming while I was doing. But I put on the thick jumper.
And I couldn't take a nap in the afternoon for the setting of the net-radio. I'll sleep soon actually. It's a bit better day.

December 28, 2005

stop motion

I am actually sleepy. But because I skipped this blog once, I came back here today.
I don't have much to write actually.

Today, I took a nap. I just got sleep for just around four hours. Recently, I divide my sleep because I got up early in the morning.

I'm not so conscious of motion itself. I don think such is. Because in my room nothing is moving, I just follow the music going on.

I drank a cup of green tea after dinner. The taste of green tea has something dear. It's not cold in my room.

December 26, 2005

ahead

I used a calculator. And I know that it is the fifty-second week. Is is fewer than the image.
If I know that, I think I can run the days rather than just walk. But in summer days, I feel it is quite long.

Recently, I rather think about the next year because there are many events. Firstly, it is the Winter Olympics, and secondly, it is the World cup succor. It's going to be held at Deutschland. Japan is in Group F, same as Brazil, the last champion. It is a bit difficult to pass the preliminary matches.

But before that, I'm also interested in the Winter Olympics at Torino in Italy. The digital monitor has nice and clear view. It is the first time. But I don't like to watch the program too much. I don't like to be in the passive condition for so long.

December 24, 2005

coming up to the midnight

It's ten-thirty in the night. Because I took a nap in the afternoon, I stay up till this time. I'm a bit calmed and in the normal condition. I will go to sleep soon tonight.

I didn't remember what I did in the afternoon. At the dinner time, I ate a piece of big chicken. That was something soft and tasty.

I don't have so much to write everyday. Actually, I'm interested in baseball very much, especially Japanese baseball. I'm a fan of Hanshin Tigers. I'm just waiting for the next season to come.

The winter is just beginning. But it has the Winter Olympics and world cup soccer in the next year. It might be the interesting year.

I drank champagne without alcohol. I pop opened the bottle. It was also tasty and make me sleepy.

December 23, 2005

hometown

It's still eleven o'clock in the morning. I have an hour till the lunch time. I'll take a nap after this blogging.
I don't have many things for this writing everyday. After beginning this, I'm finding something with writing. It's never always easy.

After the lunch, I came back to my room. I'd like to write something rather than reading. I don't have any good idea to write down. The cold winter days are going on these days. It's not good idea to go out without much care.

Little by little, I'm writing this one. It's probably new way to write. I don't have to write this by once.

I saw a movie "King of Minami -- heartless license" for the third time. The 'attachment' is the theme of this story. And Japanese yakuza also appears on this. The main role is 'Ginziro' a money broker at Minami area at Osaka city. He is strict to the lenders, but more strict to bad guys. He collects debts by beating the worse guys who are cruel to the weak persons.
I like this series of movie because most casts speak Osaka dialect and most locations are in Osaka. It's my hometown. The songs at the end roll is also nice.

December 22, 2005

the first snow

The first snow is coming this place, too. I made a small snowman. The sharp afternoon sunlight makes snow melt fast. But, according to the weather report, it will snow from this evening. I'm looking forward to seeing that view.

I may have passed something very difficult. Or, I've got something like muscular strength to go on the thick bush. Today, this planet turns the orbit. It's actually turning point. I'm also looking forward to going to tomorrow. The length of the day is going longer and longer.

I know I just have to go step by step on the way. The new way is already beginning.

December 20, 2005

winter solstice

It just passed three o'clock in the afternoon. I made some quantity of thin coffee, to spend another three hours till the dinner time.
Today I have finished reading of the novel "Points and Lines" by Seicho Matsumoto. Probably, I read Japanese version of this novel some years ago, but lost the contents of it almost completely.
Because it was so-so interesting with the translated one, I'd like to read Japanese original version again some day.

Today, I don plan to write this one. But I've thought I can do it with the first mouthful of coffee. It isn't bad. Although it is still before four o'clock, it already begins to be darker. It is going to be the day of the winter solstice.

December 19, 2005

what is clue

It's already passed noon. I'd like to have lunch soon. But I'll do writing this blog earlier.
Tonight, I went to the rental video store and borrowed one. I also bought three used books, suspense novels by Akagawa. I thought the ones of his were better for this month. I plan to read those three novels in this week.
It is very cold today. I got stomachache by the coldness. Before having lunch, I have brought a cup of coffee to my room and am writing this blog with that. Although it is instant one, it's also nice for this writing.
The electric cushion can warm me up. The movie I saw in the night supported me. It is like connecting various parts of my mind together.
Reading is similar. I'd like to read as much as possible, especially novels, at least in this year. Actually, those are my clue for the while.

December 17, 2005

shining

The wind is too strong. I'd like to go to sleep soon. It is two o'clock in the afternoon.
I had to go out today twice and I couldn't find the good timing of some sleep. I'd like to see the ice skate program tonight, so I might have to get up at least five hours later. I need more sleep actually.
The sound of the wind is so dangerous. Because it's weekend, I know I can see another movie of my favorite series. Anyhow, I have to go to return the video, I can borrow another one there. It cost just ninety yen.

I got stomachache, probably because my abdomen is cold. I need a knitted stomach band to warm me up.
Although there is strong wind, it is not so cold in my room. Rather the western light is dazzling even through the frosted glass.

December 14, 2005

moonlight flit

I'd like to take a nap from now on. I saw another story of "King of minami". This series is quite long, has about 50 titles. If I translate the title of the movie, it is "the judgemnt under the table". It's funny, and tells me a lot.
On these stories, there is usually keys of the Japanese law. At this time, it is the Civil Code Article 378 'purge'.
I heard this article for the first time.
The bad guys abouse this Code with their legal adviser. The money bloker "Ginjiro" confronts them brvely because he has the mortgage on the same real estate. He looked for the debtor, done moonlight flit.
I like this seriese because almost all words are made of Osaka diarect. It's my real mother tongue.

December 13, 2005

just passing on

It takes long hours contrary to my expectation. But I solved problem by force or by a fictious method. I changed the way of connect to the Internet. It more shifted to the telephone. But I seem to be able to be back to my normal life. It'll be much better. Today, I'll get the injection anti Influenza. It's important this season especially.

I finally went to have the injection at the small hospital. It took just a second, but cost much. But I seem to go beyond one of the assignment. Actually, it gave me the momentum pain.

I might be so sleepy because I'm so lack of sleep at all. Because I passed some worries, I think I can sleep without problem. By the influence of the stove, it isn't always easy to change the air in my room. But it wouldn't have so much problem.

December 11, 2005

priority

It becomes final of a day. It is one of clear days. I know I have three more weeks in this year. And that is tremendously long for me now. For the while, I cannot run and have to walk step by step.
I ate ten pieces of tangerine today. All of them were sweet and tasty. I can eat as many as possible. Today, I have finished reading a book. The title is "The drawing point" in Japanese. It was a mystery novel written by Seicho Matsumoto. I bought this one at the used bookstore. For some while, I assigned me reading a lot of novels. With cutting the desire toward the movies, I think I have to read novels for this while.
Because it is so cold in these days, I don't go out and work at home all day long. On that condition, it is apt to be difficult to manage my own time and the priority of some works. To escape from the difficulty, I took naps for a couple of times a day.
It is a typical winter morning.

December 10, 2005

assembly of the photon

What is happening. Nothing seems to be happening. But a lot of things have actually gone through me. Day by day. It seems fine in this weekend.
I seem to be selfish. I need the person who can stay with me all the time, and the person has to be my favorite one.
By writing like this, I noticed that it is so natural thing. I don't have to reserve to say that.

Although it is going to be fine in this weekend, I have another plan than to go out. It might sway the way of my business.

In the early morning, I got something good. I might go to sleep well, and the assembly of the photon is also going to be filtered through my consciousness for the while.

December 9, 2005

just before the deam

The pattern of life is completely reversed. I slept at all daytime and stayed up all night. It is a little bit better for my work. But is it real?

I ate a lot of tangerines everyday. I hear that those are from Ehime prefecture. It is so sweet that I can eat as many as possible.

I'd like to go to sleep soon. I've been accustomed to this winter yet. I might like this condition thought I don like to catch a cold.

Recently, my English article becomes shorter and shorter, and it isn't still easy to find what to write. So, contrary to the quantity of the article, it takes much time.

I might sleep well. Even if it isn't easy to get up, it's ok.

December 8, 2005

it is fine today

I'm coming back to the spot of production. I like to produce something. It is much better than business talk.
I had a lot of what I should produce from the long time before. I'll do that step by step even if it takes long time.

At the last morning, it had thick mist over here. It is colder than the last morning. But it is still the time before the dawn. I'm looking forward to seeing the new morning. I'm getting out of several unnecessary pressure.
I had soup with a sake lees base at this dinner and as night food. It was so tasty that I refilled the cup again and again.

It's fine in the morning now. It's a typical Japanese winter morning. It's a perfectly clear sky.

December 7, 2005

sweet tangerine

Because I skipped weblogging, I'd like to put some of my words over here.
I know how I'm swifted by others' talk.
I am at home, and I may have to organize my room at least as a look.
It is Wednesday early morning. The stove in my room got turned off automatically. Such comes every three hours.
And I have to walk to the place of the stove to turn on it.

I managed to organize my room.
Today, it has thick mist in the residential district. I think I have never seen such mist like this morning in this five years.

I ate three pieces of Japanese tangerine. Those were harvested at the Wakayama prefecture in Japan. They are actually sweet and tasty.

December 5, 2005

just before midnight

It is Sunday, but just a Sunday. It was rainy and windy and even had much thunder around my neighbor. I came to a cafe just in front of the station. I drove the car to come here. It cost a dollar per hour to park at the parking lot. I don't like to pay two hundred yen for another hour. So I would go soon. I may have just around ten minute over here.

I was thinking about what I would do on this night. I don't have any good plan. But it might also good to see my favorite movie. I know I have to take a bath before that. May I rent a video? I've never decided it yet.

There are some songs over here in the air. Some are my known ones, and some are not. Because it was never fine Sunday, I may need a can of beer with a pack of potato chips. And to see the movie with those is never bad.

Now, I'll get my car out of the parking lot. It's time to go.

December 4, 2005

hollow

Listening to the album of "la Scala", I dropped into writing this one. Could I spit out my emotion by the help of this music?
Actually, if I follow the melody of this music, I feel as if I can go somewhere of the destination of this. I don't know the place itself. I think that is the different every time.

By the weblog, I as well as any bloggers am getting the axis of time.

With a cup of coffee, I am intoxicated. I'm seeing this monitor for awhile with hollow mind. I don't have anything at all, probably. I have nothing.

December 3, 2005

gradually

I rather like writing Japanese. I noticed that Japanese are more flexible than English. I can change the order of the words just for the nuance. So I can control the nuance of what I really wanted to say.

Tonight, I drove to the used bookstore. I'd like to buy some novels of the author "Seicho Matsumoto". Seitcho wrote a lot of nice Japanese mysteries.

I turned on the stove in my room right now. It is early morning just before dawn. It's good time to go to sleep because I didn't take any nap at all today.

Today, I'm getting much more composure.

December 2, 2005

a cradle song

It becomes the second day on December. It is not so cold yet contrary to my expectation. I think it's better.
Today, I got too much caffeine. I drank two cups of coffee and a cup of tea. But I'd like to sleep anytime soon to get a sort of rest.

The movie "King of Minami" gives me such rest. I can hear the Osaka dialect so much. The dialect is my identity itself. I also like to use it. Now, I have a piece of DVD and can see it on my laptop. It 's better for my sleep. It's like a cradle song.

December 1, 2005

getting into another month

I may be drinking a cup of tea. But rather I feel like I need a can of beer tonight. Because it is cold tonight, even sake is OK.

Although I took a nap after dinner, I'd like to sleep at all right now. I'm looking forward to seeing tomorrow morning.

The stove at least warm up this room. I am in the moderate air. The oil was actually old. It was reserved in the tank of the stove from this spring. I mixed the new oil to this old one and am using this. But it seems to be enough.

I also noticed that if I finished this writing I am free. I have DVD. I may see that short movies with or without a can of beer.