alone
I'm coming back to this place. It's actually regrettable. And I know I just have to wait for the spring to come. It might be very long days. And I seem to have to have agony days. It's quite difficult. But again, I'll look at my standing position. I know I need to change my mind sooner or later. And I also predict such days is coming at the day of not so far.
I'm not afraid of going out and collecting data so much because I don't have so many days. I know it's difficult to recover the one once I lost. I'll look at my living city and town. And I'll find something and join the place. It is not far, rather just besides me.
Why don't I love the city? I think I can do that. To do that, I'll see the poeple living there. I shouldn't lie down on the bed for so long. I have to do something like a 'contact'
Tonight, I worked much. It might be the good day of my begining. I think I can do a lot.
I didn't finish this yet. I came back here after a short interval. I'm making prepare for any. Today, I bought a piece of thick book for my next step.