another dream
Something I don't know much lasts. I don't figure out that unreasonably. Rather, I leave it as it is. And after the sort of time have passed, I think about it again. If I've digested the problem enough, I can solve it or see some answer.
I may be in the first condition. I like the phrase, "leave me alone".
I went downstairs and made a cup of tea and brought it up to my room. Because the electric pod was lack of water, I had to pour much water into it and also had to wait for it to boil. Tea is milder than coffee. By such idea, I'm sipping the tea in the cup.
I'm in the condition of losing heart because I have to know I've lost something so important. But maybe, I still have some time till the certainty.
But I have to make conscious of that my lovely friend is coming back. That is sure. I'm worrying about that too much and such feeling seemingly kept going on.
Sometime I should have rest. And that might be now. It's time for my sleep. I can see another dream.