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Because the date is changed to another day, I decided to write this. It is already Monday, Monday morning. I've been at home all day long. The winter is using the final power. I think, however, that the end of February becomes the turning point.
Today, I've done a piece of work. I've worried about that even for a week. But anyhow, I also have to pass the day without accident.

I'd like to get another sleep after this blogging. It is already on the easing way from the tensed days. I've made conscious of that for me I've already passed the peak.

Something is coming out of myself. And I'm waiting for the next morning to come. After a glance at the renewed page, my mind is also renewed. I think I captured something.

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I made a cup of deep and bitter coffee to calm my nerves down. I'm so excited because Sizuka Arakawa, a Japanese figure skater, won the gold medal. It's actually amazing. Although that happened at the very early morning of today, I'm still so happy than usual.
At this Olympic, I didn't have so much interest. But no Japanese athlete could get medals, so I almost gave up. At the end of the series, I noticed there was sill hope. That's the women's figure skate. Three Japanese skaters appeared.
The medal is not just for the individual athlete but for the nation or the national people. I noticed that thing when I was listening to Japanese national song, Kimigayo.

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I skipped this blog for two days. It's rare. The condition of my machine isn't very good. I fixed it half, but it isn't complete yet. The fan still has strong noise. I tried again and again.

Although the noise is laud, it's earlier for me to get accustomed to it. I'm going to look for the good way to solve the problem slowly. I had a cup of soup. It can warm me up very much. I also had some Japanese cookies.

Actually, I turned off the noisy computer. I remembered that I have another one. It's old and slow, but I can use that just for my blogging. I might have recovered my concentration.

I might get the way to pass my time.

The coldness is soften.

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today's music

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I'm so tired of too much thinking. So I stop doing that. I turned on the switch of the music player again. I have no concrete place to escape. It is too difficlut to solve by myself.

The power of imaginatin will support me. I know I need time for awhile at least fourty-eight hours or more. I sipped the coffee in the cup to calm my nurves down. Just the fatigue is lasting. I seem to have no way.

Actually, I have a lot to write in Japanese. Basically, I don have to write anything in English. So why do I write in English, huh? Probably becasue I'd like to keep the escape way. But I know that I might make the bad effect by that in Japan simultaneoulsly.

I need to stop, stop thinking about something like that. That's silly at least now.

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When I noticed, it's already two-thirty in the morning.

I got up early on this morning just for going to the rental video store to return the borrowed one last week. Just to do that, I set the alarm of my cellar-phone.

By that way, my condition was never good in the daytime. In the night, I feel much better. It becomes colder and colder and I looked for the time to sleep.

I turned on the heater in my room finally. I can't stand this coldness. The winter days will go on for some while.

I might have to go to return the borrowed DVD tomorrow. It's better to go tomorrow because I don like to get up early on the day after tomorrow.

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It's a day of my writing. Although I skipped once the blog, I don't seem to have enough time. Day by Day, the winter days are coming up to the end. I can feel that and rather enjoy that.

It is already two-thirty in the morning, and I'd like to go to sleep as early as possible.

Day by day, the quantity of my work is increasing. As for my first purpose, I began writing for my sound sleep. From such level, it began to have another aspect.

Actually on this season, I'd like to sleep as long as possible. Japanese proverb says: "The sleep in a spring night daybreak unconsciously."

Anyhow, I don have many, but soon something will begin.

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today's music

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Today, I post this at any rate. Anyhow, I have to do now. I'm drinking a cup of coffee. Once I turned on the heater in my room, I turned off it when I noticed that. I need cleaner air than the warmer one now. For this while, my lung condition becomes much better. I can do something tomorrow.
I know I have to reduce the quantity of my reading for awhile. I'm not the type of person to do something a lot at once. Rather, I like to do that little by little day by day.

Because my physical condition is better day by day, I think I can do more tomorrow. Even just a cup of coffee can support the progress of my writing. It's a cool night, at last.

The trash in my room is filled with garbage. I'll empty it tomorrow.

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Recently, the condition of the heater in my room isn't very good. I turned off it and just can use the electric mat. It is still cold, and I have to wait for it to be warm naturally. Because I quit using the heater, the air in my room seems to be actually cleaner. I can breathe deeply.
Because I skipped this blog for a day, the writing itself is smooth. I can find something to write more easily. By the cleaner air, my condition is better day by day. Today, I may be able to sleep very well.

Tonight, I spent a lot of time at a coffee shop just for my reading. I just drank a cup of coffee and two paper cups of water. And I was there for around three hours. On these days, I don't have time for reading. The incidental works kills most of my time.

By the reading of today, my daily reading will go more smoothly. In the next week, I will clean up my room because it is too dangerous.

The cold air also cooled down my stomach and I felt stomachache. I'd like to use a portable body warmer, but it already lost the heat.

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Recently, I've understood the part of function of my cellar phone. It has plenty. The cost is expensive. I usually pay four or five thousand yen per month although I don't usu it very much.

I'm very sleepy. I seem to have spent most of a day.

Because I need some thought for my writing, it takes much more time than typing itself.

Browsing a lot of pages, I spent another time for so much. There are a various kind of interesting pages. I'm looking forward to sleeping again because I'm waiting for the tomorrow.

I'd like to reduce the quantity of my writing for once. It takes too long for me to write.

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The problem becomes bigger and bigger. And I have to just wait for so long. I cannot move at all. I have no elbowroom. I'm never busy, rather have plenty of free time. At this moment, I have no way out.
Let me think about it seriously and deeply. I need time for that. The problems piles up. And I have to solve those one by one.

At this dinner, I ate much. Because I increased the salty food, I can have rice very much.

I've been apt to be passive for this couple of days. It might be inevitable for some days. Sooner or later, I think I can be in the next way.

Tomorrow, I have to go to return the rental video to the shop on the national road.

It is raining heavily and sort of strong wind is coming. I don like those sound.

Recently, there are a lot of things I cannot figure out easily. And I think the number of those keep increasing.

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a piece of music

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I still have the way to write something in English. With sort of hollow mind, I spend my time in the afternoon. I spend most of time by reading science fiction. It's kind of a story of science fiction in Japanese. If I translate its title, that is "the trapped school bus". I don't think I have to have interest in the real society anymore. I'm deeply soaked in the virtual world. And the science fiction is usually purely virtual, isn't based on the real society. I think I finally jumped.

It's not very good to skip blogging. I know that. And it's been difficult to find the time for blog. I don't know what is the better way. But if I had a long spare time, I seek blogging naturally.

In the night, the coldness was softened conversely. Because I'm very sleepy, I'd like to take a bath in the next morning.

I'm looking for the nail cutter.

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a piece of music

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This blog is stopped. And once it stops, it's difficult to recover the pace. If I search, there are a lot of reason. But all of them are just an excuse.
Probably, the priority is apt to become lower. I manage to find the time to post this.

It is actually fine today and it is warmer, too. Even if I'm at home, I need a lot of time to write this part. Most of time consists of thinking, because I actually don't have much to write.

At the breakfast I had a bowl of noodle. The dried noodle is delivered by the COOP. The one is more tasty than that of daily super market. It's a miso taste.

I'll take a sleep after this blog. I don like to interrupt this blog. But it takes too much time than the quantity of the article.

Or could I reduce the lines of an article? It might be good idea. But the custom is already stained.

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