now and then
I'm so tired of too much thinking. So I stop doing that. I turned on the switch of the music player again. I have no concrete place to escape. It is too difficlut to solve by myself.
The power of imaginatin will support me. I know I need time for awhile at least fourty-eight hours or more. I sipped the coffee in the cup to calm my nurves down. Just the fatigue is lasting. I seem to have no way.
Actually, I have a lot to write in Japanese. Basically, I don have to write anything in English. So why do I write in English, huh? Probably becasue I'd like to keep the escape way. But I know that I might make the bad effect by that in Japan simultaneoulsly.
I need to stop, stop thinking about something like that. That's silly at least now.