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it takes so long time. I changed the method again, or just returned to the original one. I just write and don't make any sound products for this blog, just because those work burden me too much.

Because it is so cool as the final day of March, I'm taking coffee very much. When I dropped in at the rental video and CD store, I casually borrowed a nice jazz album. I got six hours a day just by that.

Because the pattern of my daily life is so irregular, I stayed up all night long for this week. But that is coming back to normal mode day by day. I'll take dinner from now on.

My idea and emotion are almost expressed in Japanese, and I don't have much for this English one. But for the time being, I'll keep blogging in English, too. Sooner or later, I can see you.

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I'm using too many pieces of cotton sticks, probably more than ten sticks. I'm using it just for cleaning my ear holes. I feel very good while using that. So I'm using while I don't notice.

Very long days have passed since I started writing blog. At first I hesitated too much. And it takes more than I expected to be accustomed to writing.
Probably because I have so many archives of my writing, I can skip some days recently. And I can share my time for another doing. Sometime and anytime I can come back to place of blog. It's the place as I've seek for so long.

I seem to have some time actually, But the time is usually easy to pass. And nobody can recover what one lost once. So sometime I think, "Is this valid or invalid?" And I chose the way which I think is valid.
The ship is going on day by day. And the way has plenty of lights.

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It is raining so much. And it's like a spring storm. Because my house is built on the top of the hill, the wind hits the windows and walls directly.
I turned off the all of the lights in my room. I need a sort of atmosphere for this. This is never technical works.

A lot of hits from foreign countries attacked my site. It is located on the small server at the Far East country. I couldn't share a lot of my time to erase the wrong entries. Only the counters rotates vacantly.

The coffee in the cup already lost the heat. But I drank it anyway.

Well, the song of Rock'n Roll is actually good. Maybe it is nameless at the world view point. But that is our song. I can sing a song from my heart. It's the necessity.

I saw the weather report on the net. It's much warmer tomorrow. I may be able to go out. I need some photographs.

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There is a place for me to express myself. That might be a blog. It looks small but has much space. It is raining today from morning. It is a day in the middle of March.

I'm making another new step. I have to make some application form. But I think I can put that aside for awhile.

Writing this one is never duty of me. But it's actually become something like that for a long while.

It's almost noon, lunch time. I have to take a bath after that. And there are a lot of tiny, silly works about my page. I have to have done those in this afternoon. I'm writing about near future. That might be nice.

It is rainy today. That's not a big problem. I've also notice the special effect of some video archive right now. Thanks a lot.

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I'll do it without thinking about it too seriously. It's a good morning, and it isn't so cold. I opened the window half.
I finished breakfast just a minute ago. This breakfast was pretty good. I've recovered my physical and mental condition. Although I was depressed from the memories of unforgettable days yesterday, I might know the way to recover my condition.

Now I closed the half opened window and turned on the electric oil heater. I'm just following the each sound of my favorite music. And that is the only safe way to pass the time. And only the time can cure my condition. Anything has process.

It's actually good morning. And I have a plan in the afternoon. I'd like to write this and my Japanese blog in the morning. I've noticed that it is never bad to keep blog in the morning. Rather it is sort of finding out.

It's like a spring day, and the winter days seems to have gone.

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It takes long time to return to the orignal mode. The mode is to produce somethning. Maybe, I made the mode itself from scratch. It must be something like fabrication.
No matter what that is, I think that is the point where I should be or where I can be in the calm. It's actually time while I'm straring at myself.
Even if that is just a fabrication, it's actually like shoal in the river.

And even if I let it be, the writing itself takes my time too long. It becomes harder and harder day by day to share my time for this. But I also know it is not very good to have so long interval.

But I also noticed that this might also be the good pace for me.

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I am very sleepy with a cup of tea. Its effect may be pretty much. I'm in my room and it is just before the dawn. Although it becomes March, the coldness isn't changed imedeately. But I think I can wait for the spring to come day by day if the day has got into March. That is the difference between February and March.

Probably, I go to the starbacks coffee shop tomorrow night. It's a very good place for my reading.

It's already early in the morning. I'm using an electric mat for this. It warms up the back of my feet. It becomes gradually difficult for me to find what I write. Because I'm at home for my most work, I don't have any object to sketch. It's always problem for my blogging. But if the spring comes, such situation will also be changed.

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