yodogawa

it's difficult to figure out. I don't know what is happening. But in my small room, most things are quietly.
I may go to sleep soon. I wrote a lot of articles today. It's fine. It'll be fine tomorrow. I'll sleep well tonight.
It take a lot to write same quantity of article in English. I don't have so much to write. I write this kind of article almost everyday. Everyday, amazing!

It becomes colder. I drank up the tea in the cup. I need more, but I don like to go downstairs and I prefer to go to sleep soon.

I'm exhausted. I can finally go to sleep. I filled up here at last. Good night, everybody!

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"Go to sleep quickly." I feel like that. My time has been also eaten by a lot of stuff. I'd like to use it more validly. But it's always difficult, and lost and lost at anytime. I'd rather like to say, "Wait a moment or for awhile."

Anyhow, however, I know that is always same without reference to my will. To think about something is different from to express that. But I think, no express, no thought.

So I'm hurrying. I cannot express all of my idea, of course. No matter how much I made effort, it might be less than one per cent. I'm always at a loss. But I have to go at anytime. I'm looking for the method to accelerate.

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i'm just so sleepy. I think I can sleep at anytime. I don't have anything to do today anymore. I have rather sort of satisfaction.

Now, I've noticed that I didn't have a nap in the early night. Because the process of the baseball game was interesting, I saw the game till the last. Tigers won.

I think I have anything to write tonight. I should brush my teeth. I don't like to have my teeth decayed.

I'm taking my eyes off this page. I'm rather interested in the baseball. I browsed a lot of articles about baseball. There is a various kind of moving balls. It's extremely difficult to control the moving ball. Imagine the scene when you throw something into the trash sixty feet away.

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it's like a deed of a stupid person. I walked awkwardly. Just by my prediction, I brought a folding umbrella and chose my car than my bicycle to go out.
Actually, it was raining when I got out of the building. Because I parked my car for more than two hours, it cost three-hundred yen. But it wasn't wrong choice not only by the rain but also by my mental condition. Since I was tired of reading and of the hungriness, I didn't have enough capacity to go home by bicycle on the steep slope.

Anyhow, when I'm at home, I began to cook my night food. Spaghetti was better. Its topping was a can of tuna. I just need some cups of green tea as my drink.

I ate a plate of spaghetti vigorously or like a hungry pig. It was so fine experience. I felt better after the meal.

Always, I remember the words of comic I read when I was a boy.
The character says, "It's more tasty if you cook the meal by yourself."

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I'd like to go to sleep as soon as possible. I'm writing this in the purely dark room because I just need the light of the monitor of my laptop.
Probably, I can go to sleep at four o'clock in the morning. It's sort of very good time just before dawn.

I know I don't have many days till this summer. I also know there is no way to hurry up. Probably, the speed is same. I cannot go anywhere.

Something is important and something is not. Usually, I notice that after the happening. While I'm on the way, I cannot figure out what it really is.
Should I run, or shouldn't? There is no answer. I can just know that after that happens because I cannot get over the future time.

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Writing English sentences is another work. It is additional work.
Because it is so rare for me to look back at my English articles after awhile, the sense is apt to lose. I may need translation in my head even if it was my written article. But I don't like to quit keep English diary because I like the sound aspect of English language. Alphabet is phonograph contrary to most of Kanji. So my head might be able to have rest especially freeing from the ideogram.

I'm a bit hungry for my sleep. I need to have something before going to bed. Because of the yellow sand in the sky, there seems to be fog on the fine day. I'd like to go to the riverbed in the evening for my walk. By the effect of the fog, I don't go there without sunset view.

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if anything, it is rather troublesome than difficult.
While I don't notice, it becomes my custom to skip blog. I should diminish the time for each. Actually, it takes more than half an hour at least.

The article doesn't always have to have much sentences. While I don't know, my time has gone somewhere I don't know.

Today, my favorite baseball team, tigers won after five straight loses in a low. I could see only the eighth and nine inning. Because the score was already five to one, I was able to see the game with safe mind.

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It's usually difficult to figure out what it is. Sometimes we even need something casual.

On this Saturday, I spent most afternoon hours by sleeping on the bed. Sort of fatigue cannot leave me. I need much hours to recover my condition. Such fatigue is still left in myself.

When I notice, I notice that it is a good night. I may need more energy to see the environment surrounding me objectively. Sometime I apt to see the view like through the thick and dimmed lenses.

It's difficult to see the things correctly. We are usually swayed even by the temporal emotional condition.

So I collect the power scattered in many places inside me and use that to do something.

I can do something even by such small power.

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There are some nostalgia. My sense and feel drop into such place. And I swim in the sea. It is sometimes very nice because I cannot find any direction. Which way is west or which way is east, and north and south. Maybe, it isn't problem.

Lost in the world. That is same as someone. If I swim, there is just one hint of the direction of my destination. That is sun. Only sun can light me and show me the way.

I need a cup of coffee. I let out sneeze. The pot is lack of water. I managed to make a cup of coffee. That still has the taste of powder.

It is a time in the middle of night. It's so quiet, so I always need music. The caffeine of the coffee begins to have its effect.

I also begin to see the real aspect. There is always something.

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"What are you doing over there?" Somebody ask me or I feel like listening to such talk.
"I don' know." I can manage to answer such thing at last.

A various kind of things are there or were there. But I cannot make sure of that because that is just a figure. If I run, that passes me for just a moment. I cannot seize anything.

I let out sneeze. I feel cold delicately. Sooner or later, I go to sleep. I'll walk tomorrow although I know it will rain.

Only the sound of piano makes me conscious of something. Probably, I just have to wait for this delicate term to have gone. I even lose the direction between the front and the back. But if I sleep, I can see the next day after a bit painful waking. It isn't so far away from now. And I make conscious of that I count the days day by day without any reason.

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I'm in a bit better condition after the sunset. Probably because the dark sky even in the afternoon makes me gloomy, the darkness in the night gives me the normal condition. It is plain that it is dark in the night.
I'd like to go out tonight just for a cup of coffee with some reading. It is never bad. And the parking lot of the public library may have some space. The baseball game of my favorite team was held at daytime today. The team won. So I don't have anything worrying about.

I might be able to take a nap from now on for awhile. I might get sort of spare time after a considerable interval. It's good for me to have a rest. If it is fine tomorrow, I'd like to go to see another kind of cherry blossom.
It is still raining.

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I don need time anymore. The time is actually compressed and passed in front of me. That is never problem, but rather clear, too clear. And I don't like the clearness itself of the past view. I need some sleep to filter the memory.

I might have to get up a bit earlier tomorrow morning. Because I felt a bit hungry, I had a piece of boiled egg. That's never bad.
For a couple of days, it is rainy. I need a fine day. According to the weather report, it will be cloudy tomorrow. I don need rain anymore.
In this evening, I went for walk at the riverbed of Yodogawa. The walking itself is fine and healthy. I'd like to go there tomorrow, too. For taking nice photos of sunset view, I need a fine day.

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This is not anything, or doesn't have to be anything at all. I can put any words in this area.

Because it already passed eleven in the night, I can go to bed anytime. Because I'm a bit hungry, I'd like to have something as a night food. I cannot sleep with starving.

In this afternoon, I went to the park in my neighbor. There are a lot of cherry trees. And all of them are in full bloom. I took a lot of pictures and even a short video. By the influence of much pollen, the condition of my eyes were so bad, and I have to go home then. I' d like to see the view as long as possible.

It's one of the nice Sundays. I may go to sleep anytime at all. I'd like to watch some programs of Japanese baseball. The figure of the players and even the game itself can give me courage. I think I can challenge anything at all.

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it is raining for a couple of days. As a usual spring, I'm caught by hey fever because I went out the busy area in a big city. It takes almost whole day to recover my condition.
There was the final game of National Invitational High School Baseball Tournament. I went to the Koshien stadium to see the game. That was the worst one. The score was twenty-one to zero. Yokohama High school became the winner.

After the game, I dropped in at the Umeda area at Osaka city. It is the busiest area in Kansai region. Because I was hungry, I'd like to eat the grilled octopus ball. The takoyaki shop was located at the small area under the elevated train railways. I ate eight takoyaki balls there. It cost four-hundred yen.

By the power of takoyaki, I felt much better. I'd like to go to a cafe for some rest. It is located at the marubiru, a cylindrical building. That was a landmark of the Osaka Kita area. But recently, a lot of taller buildings appears around it, and that becomes just a marubill.

Anyhow, I went to the coffee shop. I'd like to have a rest by reading with a cup of coffee. I can spend around two hours by that way.

After a couple of hours, I got out of the shop and went home.

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i'm just waiting for the new morning to come. My headache has gone. However, I can't turn on the oil stove because it consumes too much oxygen in my room. I know my headache is coming from the lack of the oxygen.

I'm getting the energy from Japanese baseball game. Even if Hanshin Tigers was beaten, the excitement of the game was same as the last year's. Today's game will be held in the daytime. I'll cheer the team in front of the TV in my living room. The game will be held at Jingu stadium.

It is so cold in my room. I need the heat but I don't like to lose the oxygen. I just seem to have to stand this condition till the morning.

I took a look at the page of weather report "tenki.jp". My living city, Osaka, has seventeen degree as the highest temperature and three degree as the lowest temperature. It's sill the winter condition in the morning, but it might be the spring condition in the afternoon. Anyhow, I'm looking forward to seeing the next afternoon.

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