at the future time
I'd like to go to sleep as soon as possible. I'm writing this in the purely dark room because I just need the light of the monitor of my laptop.
Probably, I can go to sleep at four o'clock in the morning. It's sort of very good time just before dawn.
I know I don't have many days till this summer. I also know there is no way to hurry up. Probably, the speed is same. I cannot go anywhere.
Something is important and something is not. Usually, I notice that after the happening. While I'm on the way, I cannot figure out what it really is.
Should I run, or shouldn't? There is no answer. I can just know that after that happens because I cannot get over the future time.