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Mysteriously, I'm not sleepy at all thought it's almost one o'clock in the morning. I'd rather like to enjoy and taste this night itself. Actually, the night usually has different taste from afternoon. For so long, I've lost this.
I'm looking for the nail cutter. I searched that in this disorganized room. I cannot find it at all. Because my nails hit the keys on the keyboard earlier, it becomes difficult to type.
I searched it again and found it on my bed. It was under my blanket. I used it right away. My longer nails have been cut and gone.

Just the time is passing. I couldn't stop it. There is no way to do that. I need something to be hooked inside me, like stone in the river. It has power to change the way of flow and even the direction of the process of the light.

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There are a lot of reason I can't understand. So I went out today just to blow out such mind.
I went to the swimming pool. I swam a lot and just float on the water surface for long time. I felt that a lot of things are getting out of me.
I might be a long and I can also felt the length. When I swam, I can see the view in the water. It's something special. The view is the world of fish. Fish saw this view all of their life.

If I get out of the pool, I went to the babble bath just beside the pool. I was in the babble water for so long till my fingers get wrinkled. I was seeing the view of the people in the water pool.
I might be in there for more than thirty minutes. After that, I went to the hothouse. It took just around five minutes to get dried.

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I'd like to go to sleep anyway. It always takes around an hour to write something on my homepage. I'm writing the articles about the baseball games of Hanshin Tigers. If it wins, I write. Because the team won three games in a law, I wrote three articles tonight.
No matter how late it is, I'd like to go to lie on my bed before one o'clock. I'm using my bed as my chair. So anytime I can lie down on it. It is so convenient.

It might be good for me to be sleepy in the late night. I was able to keep concentration on my work during daytime. It is rare, but nice strangely.

It is still cool on a day of May. While writing this, my sleepiness was cured a little. It is up to one o'clock a.m.
As my expectation, I seem to have finished all writing of the day. On such condition, my sleepiness becomes heavier and heavier.

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It is not plain to stay up for more than twenty-four hours. It is almost coming up to thirty hours. I'd like to put some words in this space. But if I finished this, I'll immediately go to sleep.
As for me, I'm not accustomed to this style of life. Recently I noticed that I was spending my spare time for long years. But something new makes me so busy person. I'm not sure whether or not I have the busy time as this.
Today, I borrowed hour new books at the nearest library. All of them are small-sized ones. All of them aren't so thick as I can read for some while.
But anyhow, I cannot read even a line of those books. I 'd like to read one of the books at the slow time.
36 hours are sometimes interesting. It makes me in the condition of higher mind. At such time, something is apt to happen.

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The loss is huge. Or I just think so. Anyhow, it never seems very good way. I need something better method.
It doesn't become easy to produce something tiny. Writing like this is very good for my organizing what I think. To do that, English is seemingly better than Japanese because its system is so logical. Contrary to that, Japanese is good for the emotional expression.
But even when I need to organize my emotion, English is also cool way. So I need English. I have to see myself clearly and even objectively.
Depending on this language, I am coming up.

I may need to fix the tuner of the satellite channels. I need the opportunity to see the clear program of English channels.

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I'm drinking a cup of hot water to neutralize the caffeine effect of deep coffee. I may need some more cups of water.
Because it is Monday today, all the baseball games are day off. That is the usual schedule of Japanese baseball. I'm looking forward to seeing the games on tomorrow.
The games of interchanging league between the central league and the pacific league begin from tomorrow. It has six weeks long. The central league has six teams (Tigers, Giants, Swallows, Baystars, Carp and Dragons). The pacific league also has six teams (Lions, Hawks, Bluewave, Marines, Fighters, Fenix). So the interchanging league also has thirty-six games.
My favorite team, Hanshin Tigers, is franchised at Koshien Stadium. It is located at Nishinomiya city of Hyogo prefecture next to Osaka prefecture. So a lot of people in Osaka also likes Hanshin Tigers. And more, the daily conversation even begin with the result of the previous day's game of Hanshin.

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it's a cool day. Today, I did some experimental works. I'm capturing the image of the process just in my head.

I looked for a good tv capture board. It's, however, more expensive than my expectation.

I took long time and that interrupted the stream of my thought. I don't remember what I was thinking about before that. Usually, such hardwares didn't be so useful as my expectation.

I'd like to go to sleep. I usu this phrase on most entries of this blog at least once. The daybreak is just beginning. It's good for me to go to the dreamy world from the imaginary world.

It's cool enough.

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I'll go to sleep soon. It's already completely morning.
My cup is broken. That is one of important two cups.
I'm a bit hungry. I'll eat something before sleep. Or I may have a genuine breakfast. It's not bad idea. What is better? I'll have bread and butter and a cup of milk. I didn't drink milk for more than a week. I may need milk.

It was a long day. I may go to sleep soon. Once I slept for usual hours, one of my days would finish. And another day is beginning. I stayed up all night long, so my day keeps going on for more than thirty hours. It's quite long. I need to get into another day for my thought not to burst.

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In the long run, this is never a big problem. But for the moment, it is huge. My condition is never good. Maybe, it's the turning point. I'm just passing on the point. It might not have any area.
Although I'm starving, I don like to eat anything now. Right now, I need just a sound sleep. The hours looks quite long, but must be just a moment.
It might be a previous notice of something happening. It might be turning point if I look back in the future. Although it's just a hunch, it'll be sure.

I usually organize my thought and mentality like this way. Right now, I also heard a sign of the new morning coming. A newspaper delivery bike is running around in this residential district. Soon it becomes dawn. After the daybreak, a new day and month begins.

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