an album
In my younger days, while I was getting out of this country, it was so valuable time. In this country, nobody can be the center if he/she is young.
Contrary to the younger persons around me, such situation is similar as my days. And anybody would like to be the center.
Apart from such fruitless topic, I also have to find something fertile. Whenever I wrote something especially in English, a foreign language, I can have so important hours for thinking. Without writing, I may be unable to organize my mind such way.
Contrary to that, a lot of silly or agony stuff in my mind are coming out of my mind while I'm writing. I bite my fingers to calm down myself.
I took in the songs in the album of Chet Baker. It includes "Autumn Leaves" and several songs. Sometimes I need songs with words. His style of sining is well strained and I don't have to have different feeling.
I'll try to listen to that album later on.