yodogawa

Whenever I cannot find what to write in Japanese, I come to write something in English. Probably because it is Monday night, there aren't many customers over here. Possibly up to Wednesday night, we think this week also has long days. As for me, I don't like the atmosphere of early weekdays. I'm waiting day by day.

It is raining outside a little. I have a folded umbrella. I'll walk for around five minutes. I still have some time over here, or rather I should spend more time even just for me.

While writing like this, I know I can almost free from various kind of information. I can see something inside me.

Right now, I think about several books. I'd like to read. Most are written in English, and I've already found one at library. Although it's a sort of thick kind book, I seek that. Like this way, it's not so easy to make my mind hollow.

I'm looking forward to seeking that.

Contrary to usual idea, writing deed is sometimes easier than reading. And writing always includes reading self mind, and also capturing several images in mind.

I took a look at the clock on my mp3 player. I noticed that it was actually wrong when I picked up my cellular phone in my bag. The lot already counted another hour. It is useless if I hurried. I might pay three hundred yen.

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This place is actually noisy. Although I chose the fourth floor, more than ten customers came after I came.
I also bought a cup of coffee as usual and found this building has the fourth floor for the first time. Actually, I have several experience to come here before, but didn't know this floor.

It's already eight o'clock. I have only an hour more. Probably the subway is working. When I came here, the midosuji subway line stopped by some accident.
I parked my car at the parking lot at the nearest station from my house. The lot is free because it is public, but closes at ten.

Does this short trip become the change of my mind? I don't know. But I should have to do that for the next week.

I'm spending the second hour on this floor. Most customers have gone and it becomes much more quiet. Because much coffee powder left in my cup, the shopper gave me another cup of coffee.

I only have thirty minutes. If I came back to the lot before ten o'clock, the guard man closes the gate usually ten minutes earlier. And I have to ask him to reopen the gate. It's actually tiresome.

Two cos players are also drinking some beverage at the next table. With no relation to the closing time of the lot, I may have to go much earlier than nine o'clock from here. It takes around more than ten minutes to go to the subway station and also takes around an hour by subway and train. I don't have much time.

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My bag was heavy. I walked for more than ten minutes from the parking lot to here. I might heart my finger on the way. Anyhow, I arrived at this bookstore with a small cafe. If something stops my writing, it is the time to go on another way. A cup of coffee might be enough to pass this time.
The bridge where I'm walking is nearly breaking with sound. I'm hearing. Whenever I hear that kind sound, I can jump on to another bridge just to keep walking. By the way, my road is going on.
Something has always passed. I'm just drinking a cup of coffee. Another autumn breeze already begins to blow. I have also noticed the existence of the breeze. It's new, actually.

I moved my car to other parking lot. It's not free and costs one-hundred yen per hour from ten o'clock. Actually, I hesitated to do that. But tonight, I thought I should do that. But I don't like to pay another hour.

For the time being, I came back here. I only have a cup of coffee. It's already cold in my cup. Today I've decided to use my time till eleven. Because I'm already sleepy, I'd like to go to bed as soon as I went home.

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Unfortunately, I don't have enough time. It is almost five o'clock My feet is heavy if I think about going home.
I may have to get on the monorail and change to another line. It is possibly heavy work. I've almost used up my time in the afternoon. I cannot have calmed mind. Because of the situation of my sitting place, I'm unable to neglect the outer environment. The change of the view makes me conscious of the process of the time. I drank a cup of water. That gives me the chance to recover my condition from the caffeine effect. I just would like to reset myself. If I have much more time, my condition would change to be better. To recover something, I'm actually over here although it looks like a loop.

By looking at me again, I might notice one of the difficult hurdle or I'm just jumping in the air. There is another hurdle in the front. It is never always easy. Some coffee is left in my cup. It already seems to have lost the caffeine effect. I'm thinking only about my living city. I'd like to go home now even if I'm just in the next city. And it's cold in this shop. I had better go out. Here is no place for me. I'm cold. There are a lot of bicycles. My machine makes beep sound. Yep, it's time to go, home.

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Just to do something, it takes long time. That kills my time a lot. I've noticed the reason why I'm so sleepy. I got up last midnight. So I don't have sleep for more than fifteen hours.

Today I'm also going to stay up till the midnight. So I don't get sleep for all day long.

I'm thinking about where is this place. I don understand what place is this. I need around an hour to go home. It is never easy task. But there is no other place to go today. Although it has no interest in this place, I'm O.K.

This place rather makes me feel worse. I'd like to go out. If there is unknown place, I'd like to go there. I seek the silence of cosmos space.

There aren't easy ways to be able to find easily.

I've got a cup of water. It is already four-thirty. I checked my cellar phone. But I didn't recognize the scene. It might be one of the happening. Probably I have to recognize that again after five o'clock.

The number of people is growing. I'm looking for the timing to go home. If nothing happens, what am I doing over here? The experience is actually strange.

Some sort of problem is going to happen. I have to take some measure. Although there is nothing, I have to find something in this town. I may have an hour. If I don't find anything, I may be able to do that. Stop thinking and I have to go.

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It might be a sort of interesting time after the midnight. The day finally came into October. I'm at the bookstore just beside a coffee shop. The coffee shop itself closes at the midnight, but the bookstore is open till two o'clock in the morning. I mind the time of parking lot. It costs one-hundred yen per hour. And if I stay here for more than two hours, I'd like to go home anyway. I don't know what is the problem. But I know I came here just to change my mind for awhile. I
don't like to stay for so long.

I know tonight becomes long by the time of sunrising. I don have to go faster. I may take a bath and see a movie on DVD. The title is "bird" about Charlie Parker. I also know I have a lot to do. But I still have some time. It's important to go home earlier and to have time to think about something.

I'm drinking a cup of coffee. Even I drank a cup of water in the middle of time, the caffeine effect is already too much. I have to get out of this condition. It also need time.

Time will tell. Just a couple of days can solve everything or at least I can know the result for the while. That's not so long.

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