yodogawa

It is sometimes interesting to write something in English. A couple of days ago, I picked up a book from my bookshelf. Its title is "For Whom the Bell Tolls", written by Ernest Hemingway. At that time I needed something deep. And it's not bad to read even a couple of paragraphs when I have time to read. Right now, I went downstairs just to get a cup of hot water. Because I caught a cold, I need more and more water. By the doctor's medicine, my condition is much better. If I get better, I'd like to go to a place. Such idea hits me all of a sudden. I'm not yet sleepy because I took sort of a long nap in the afternoon. I know my condition is still on the way to normal. It's still in the middle. I'd like to go to sleep even if I don't feel so sleepy. I'm rather dizzy by some effect.

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I'm trying to write this. If possible, I'll keep writing. Unless it is, I'll stop it at anytime. It is still cool day. I stay here and just am just typing. It is so quiet around this area. I 'd like to go to sleep soon. I took a nap for around an hour in the afternoon. I'm just trying this. And I think this is also funny. Typing fragmental words and phrases, I also try to let me be. Well, that is beyond my thought. I don't think about such elegant stuff. It seems good night, silent night. I'm in the silence.

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It's time to blog. While I'm writing in Japanese, I noticed one thing. And I didn't write that on my Japanese blog. "Language is the tool of thinking." Such idea encountered my head all of a sudden. Without any language, how do I think about something? It's almost three o'clock. My pod is almost out of buttery. I'm just listening and waiting for at least three o'clock to come here. It's just before dawn. Again, I closed my noisy laptop. The anti-virus software may turn on the fan. Anyhow I changed the setting time. Same and similar. There is, however, also difference between past and presence. I go to sleep soon although several stuff interrupted. I'm not sleepy yet. Something made my mind active.

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I have athlete's foot. A big foam on my third finger broke a couple of days ago. And its skin was tore up. I'm surprised at it because the area was wider than I expected. Anyhow, I still have subtle pain on my right foot. Sooner or later I have to visit a dermatologist in my neighbor. My laptop began to make much noise. It is almost beyond my standing. It passed three o'clock in the morning. I'll go to sleep soon. I turned off the noisy PC and am writing this by another one. I hate sticky noise. Such noise always robbed me of sort of concentration. I'm drinking a cup of coffee. It's instant one. In Japan there a lot of instant type coffee. Before the dawn, I'd like to fall asleep. I'd like to get up at least eleven although it seems difficult on my condition right now.

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It is the last day of April 2007. And it is already beginning of May. It was so hot and it is going to rain today. I'll go to sleep soon. I think I have long time interval for this blog. Because I'm a Japanese, I don like to write something only in English no matter how much social pressure I felt. Social pressure always burdens on me and even chokes me. Recently, I don't make unnecessary resistance and rather make good barrier. And I just stay there. Although that is the closed sphere, I need it. Even my thin ipod is useful for that. I'm looking for my earphone. I lost that somewhere. It already passed my bedtime. Even in the holiday week, I'd like to get up in the morning. Tomorrow has another wind.

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