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May 29, 2008

The changing of the seasons

It seems difficult days. The changing of the seasons isn't normal. Once it became hotter, but it becomes colder today.

By the effect of that, I have a sort of headache. I'd like to go to sleep soon.

It is just after eleven in the night. It is a bit early.

I went go for a walk in this late night. Because my house is located at the residensial district, it is relatively safe. But if somebody noticed me, the guy took me as a suspicious man.

I neglected those and just walked to the park. I didn't droped in at the park and returned to home.
And I did the light physical exercises in front of my house.

It was good.

It becomes wetter in my room. The rainy season has seemingly began. I'm not good at that environment. I may just have to be accustomed to that.


May 28, 2008

paradoxical


It seems little bit late for my sleep. Tonight, rarely, I stay up just for this blog. I'm already sleepy enough to fallen asleep.

Little by litte, I've written Englsh. I didn't seek the reason with much intention. But a blog, of my so old aquaintance, made me notice that casualily.

The find seems to be little or even transparent, but possibly also be huge.

It's paradox. That's it.


May 25, 2008

someone looks like the one on one day


It seems a day between a day and a day. According to the matter, I spent the day carefully.

It was cloudy on this Sunday afternoon. There were several people along the plomnade. Some benches had sitters.

I went there by bicycle. Because I live at the middle of the hill and the place located at the foot of the hills, it is easy to go there.

Escaping from the surcumstandings arround me, I'd like to stay there just for some reading and rather with blank mind.

It was looked as if nothing happend as this outlook. But someone made my heart beat so fast or even stop temporarilly.

It was just a sort of incident which no one can even notices. However, it was fuge for me.

With the time going on there, I made sure that was different. My heart beats normally. I can dropped my eyes on the pages of the book. The time was just thirty minutes or so.

After that, I moved to the large empty sofa. I spent the normal time like an ordinaly Sunday.

May 23, 2008

step by step

It is almost the end of May. It is also a long month.

This weekend might have the quality of the weekend because I did a lot on this week.

Anyhow, I am very sleepy because I just slept for a couple of hours last night.

I don have any plan on this weekend days. Firstly, I have to have a nicer sleep. If I woke up at the Saturday morning, I will think of something smart.

Little by little, I walked up to here. From now on, I will walk step by step.

May 12, 2008

Zen

Am I flyin away into the English world? Yes, I am. Because there are a lot of social pressure on me, I always need another language. My choice is English. That's it.

I may say something from another view point when I write Engish. When I say, I talk to foreigners in the world.

I'm so hungry that I should eat something rather than writing this. But no matter how much I'm hungry, I can write something, too.

This is like a cryptic dialogue between a Zen priest and his disciple.

May 5, 2008

a cup of tea


It is the day before. Sooner or later, the days have been passing.

Little by little, we are coming to the day.

Tonight, it is rarely cool. I drank a cup of tea. Because I almost lost the taste of the tea, that was so fresh drink.